I'm gonna kill myself. I seriously will.
So..my father knew about me being a bisexual. And he's asking me to leave lansiweihan sooner or later. He told me that's not normal, that's not good, that's abnormal & that's not healthy.
So here's what i wanna say:
BEING BISEXUAL DOESN'T MEAN THAT WE'RE NOT HUMANS.
You are my parents,i am your daughter.You said i hurt your heart because i'm a bisexual,so do you know you're breaking my heart by telling not to be with someone i love?Do you also know you're breaking my heart by not supporting me?And please,this is 2010 it's not 1980 or whatev. all i ever wanted was just to be with her,is it wrong?I can give up everything just to be with her,i can do anything just to be with her.If you're asking me to leave her and you'll give me anything,i'm sorry to say you can't give me what i wanted.And seriously,i'm afraid of going to relative house because i can't stand the fucking stares my aunts gave me.they'll start debating with me and even say "WHY ARE YOU WITH A GIRL?". And i know all i'll do is just cry and runaway because,since young,i don't talk back to them.but how i wanted to tell them, "this is my life,i know what i'm doing.If you think me being with a girl have no future or whatever,then you're wrong because..I'M GONNA BE MORE FUCKING SUCCESSFUL THAN ANYONE OF YOU.AND TRUST ME I CAN.If you guys really push me to the edge,i'll die.All i ever needed was your support,please.
Name: Justina Estella
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I'm gonna kill myself. I seriously will.
So..my father knew about me being a bisexual. And he's asking me to leave lansiweihan sooner or later. He told me that's not normal, that's not good, that's abnormal & that's not healthy.
So here's what i wanna say:
BEING BISEXUAL DOESN'T MEAN THAT WE'RE NOT HUMANS.
You are my parents,i am your daughter.You said i hurt your heart because i'm a bisexual,so do you know you're breaking my heart by telling not to be with someone i love?Do you also know you're breaking my heart by not supporting me?And please,this is 2010 it's not 1980 or whatev. all i ever wanted was just to be with her,is it wrong?I can give up everything just to be with her,i can do anything just to be with her.If you're asking me to leave her and you'll give me anything,i'm sorry to say you can't give me what i wanted.And seriously,i'm afraid of going to relative house because i can't stand the fucking stares my aunts gave me.they'll start debating with me and even say "WHY ARE YOU WITH A GIRL?". And i know all i'll do is just cry and runaway because,since young,i don't talk back to them.but how i wanted to tell them, "this is my life,i know what i'm doing.If you think me being with a girl have no future or whatever,then you're wrong because..I'M GONNA BE MORE FUCKING SUCCESSFUL THAN ANYONE OF YOU.AND TRUST ME I CAN.If you guys really push me to the edge,i'll die.All i ever needed was your support,please.
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