MC for today,feeling restless.Effing bored,yaaawnzxc.
2nd of august will be my chinese oral examinations,although I always had a way with talking I'd still had a chill. Me don't know why either.Waiting for baby to come over my house,and i gotta wait till late at night because he's gonna work.):
Joy visited me today.Thanks bud.
After 169473932 days of being healthy, I'm sick today. Right before friday,it's gonna be my worst nightmare isn't it? My throat is burning and I can't breathe properly. Damn,I hate sick. Sick loves moi.
Anyway,madeline is right.The school's getting more and more happening each and every day. First,there was rioting. Then a don't know how many ft long beehive just infront of my classroom and then now today, chinese & malay girls fight in toilet. What's gonna happen next?
Sigh,waiting for baby right now.
MAILTIME!
Anonymous: Hello :D:D
Replied: Hi,(:.
Anonymous: GUESS WHO I AM :D:D
Replied: Wow,that's utterly hard because there's no clue at all.
MeowMeow, A new cutie pie in our home sweet home.
She's very cute y'know. She literally followed me home but my dad rejected letting her staying over. The next day, it followed him and my lil brother home in the morning! Isn't she cute! Adorable loveeeeee!
I'm afraid baby will say that I'm neglecting him,but I'm not baby. You're number one love afterall. <3 *smoooch!* Thanks for fetching me from school today baby!
School rocks today,not because of the fighting,just because I feel like it rocks today. But seriously,if any of you (who's involve in the fight),PEACE! You guys are friends afterall dude,peace yaw?(: Alright,I'm off to bed soon.Night night.
Alright,here's a quick post.
Went to ochard road with baby and joy to pass baby's mom's costumer stuff.Damn hell loads of philipinos,LOL.And there was this uncle in the lift saying "Sell their CB at geylang.",Yeh,ROFL.Anyway,after geylang,i mean..orchard road,went to brass plaza's popular to buy files.Sweet baby bought me a pink foolscap & a pink file. And now,everything in my bag is pink!Oh,how I like that.
After everything,went back to my house and watched "Spy kids 3","scary movie 2" and "Sky High".Yeh,old school movie marathon!But I like it.They headed back home around 12am.Kewl! What a day and I'm dead beat. Alright,just recieved baby's message and I'm off to bed pretty soon.Ciaoszxc<3
Hey maddie, just wanna let you know I've never forgotten our friendship no matter how long we didn't contact or meet up to have fun together. Love ya!
I didn't attend school for two days,failed.But it's okay,I should bounce right back up from failure and try from next week. Kechyq, Joy and baby came over my house and played monopoly deal, watched movies and etc. Kay yeh ey mofo,no life you would say but I called it enjoying life. Better than using money to watch movies and playing pool,that's effin boring. *groans* Anyway.. I'm bored now since baby and joy went home just a moment ago. No more hugs.
And baby,Look at my title. I want our love story to have no endings too. Hehs, and today I finally saw you felt shy. The very last time I saw was when we were still flings and you bite my cheek instead of kissing because you're shy. Hehhhh. Luvzxc! And do you know 8th month is coming? <3
MAILTIME!
Anonymous: (: just feel like spamming but you don't have a tagboard so nevermind. I just sleep next to you.
Replied: Oh yeh,I know you're ALWAYS sleeping next to me..with a barrier in between us yeh.HAHA!
I just got the greatest scare in my life! I was home alone and there were people outside my house saying that they're here to renovate the kitchen.So..I let them in.(I'm not a retarded so I did check whether they had the equipment and everything before letting them in.)And the door was opened,I was watching show and was wondering & worrying what if those guys weren't real,what if they're robbers or whatever. And suddenly..a push behind my back! I thought I'm gonna be dead or something but guess who it was?! It's my little brother. Damn,I swear it's the greatest scare of my life.
And anyway..I'm starving but still,to lazy to fill my tummy.And baby's not gonna be here any minute to save my grumbling stomach.* sadddd*Just gotta wait till 6.
Hey people,been busy with school.boohoo.I think I really need to manage ma time.It's very tough for me to live as if everyday is the end of the world. *sobs*
Hey baby,it's gonna be 8th month soon.Iloveya,And just so you know..Even if we're worlds apart,I'd still love you.What I'm saying now aint no bullshits okay? Smooooooch!<3
And you,eileen.Stop your lying and everything.You can tell your boyfriend father we wanna beat you up,tsktsk.We merely wanna talk to you. Is it very hard? Come on! If you really wanna change,change.
Alright,heading to bed soon.muacks peepoo,byebyezxc!
MAILTIME!
Weihan:Baby uh, I don't even bother how much money you spend with my money, money are meant to spend there such thing as debt. You never owe me anything baby (:
Replied:I don't really get what you mean hunneh. But I know you won't mind..I know.(: Anonymous: Wow your mom and bro sucks
Replied: Well..they do sucks sometimes.But they're nice everytime.(:
Anonymous:what if you have this fcuking irritating friend that copyss everything, eveything !! but you dare not offend her as you used to be a fcuking close friend to her but shes the one who betrayed you, dumped youand dont give a fuck bout it?
Replied: I'd say,let her copy whatever she wants.It may be irritating but afterall,she can't copy who you really are.And you don't have to offend her by confronting her.You can talk to her nicely or maybe just write a letter to her and pass it to her.And lastly,since she doesn't give a fuck about it..then why are you giving a fuck about her?
Thanks to your teacher I've lose my super appetite.Now,I still got to wait till 7.30 instead of 6.30. I'm starving at first,but now,not anymore. Thanks.
What kinda fucking mother are you?What kind of fucking brother are you? Earpiece not yours and you're still being a fucking pathetic beggar stealing it. No money buy?Fucking loser. And what kinda mother are you for siding him when it's so fucking obvious he's the one who stole it? THERE'S NO SUCH THINGS AS FREE THINGS.fuck both of you up.
And baby,It's not that I don't wanna fight with him to get back what's yours.I got my own reason for it.So stop forcing me.I'm really fucking stress now and you're showing me your attitude.I really wanna die you know?When i'm writing this,do you know my hands are trembling and tears are blurring my visions?You don't know.Sometimes I just wish i've got nothing in the world so i've got nothing to worry about.I'm freaking stress out,i swear i could have die if i aint have that courage to commit suicide,but maybe some days i will.I've had enough.I don't wanna feel stress with you.Get it?I know you're not the only one that make me stress but well yes you do make me feel stress sometimes. Sometimes,when we quarrel or bickering you would always say "eh,food i got pay for you" and everything..you know how it makes me feels?You make me feel like a fucking loser who is in a relationship with you so that you can support me. If really,you think that i'm using you or you feel sorry for using your money on me,i'll pay you back every single cent.I don't mind working everyday to pay off all these "debts".we've been together for only 7 month and now, i'm really feeling stress. Sorry but this is true.I do love you. But deep down from YOUR heart,do you?
Went fishing with baby,liszel & alif today. Hurt myself when we're splashing water. It hurts but it's healing dramatically now.*whew*
Anyway..the reason why I'm blogging now is just clear my mind off something. A thing that makes me grew out srength from weaknesses.
To you:
I don't know whether should I call you buddy or just a hi-bye friend. Yes we may go recess together,we may be cracking jokes together. But till the end of school, I've had other plans and you've your own usual plans.
Firstly,you said I've neglected you as a buddy.
neglected,that's a very strong word. You said "i neglected you that's why you went to find other cliques.". yes i may have fault for always hanging out with boyfriend & family but think, it takes two hands to clap after all. You said you wanted to slack downstairs for a little while i agreed,you want my boyfriend to share cigarette with you before you leave,i agreed too.You stole my little sister stuff and had not yet return, i don't blame you either. So what do you want from me?
Secondly, the malay friend of yours insulted me by saying "aiya,her one is grandfather die only nevermind.".
wow,wow.A standing ovation for her I'd say. she punched you before,quarreled with you because of her friend before, insulted you before, and even said "you know why you have no friends?because....." before. And you can still hang out with her. I don't know whether you're being a hypocrite or just being gracious.Just think about it.
And to the malay:
I think you should know who you are by now. If you have anything to say, say it in my face. If your grandfather die,don't give him a funeral okay?Throw him inside rubbish bin since he's ONLY A GRANDFATHER. Don't even give him a proper burial okay,just give him tissue paper cover can already.No offense but Since you're so okay with the death of grandfather,i suppose parents is also okay to die if it's for you.Think!mother die,father die,auntie die or whoever, they are still humans.Think before you say anything. Give some respect doofus, I'm bloody hell older than you're. I don't care if you're a gangster or whatever shit but nobody insult my family.Remember that.
MAILTIME!
Lena:ur hse if nice man dumb!(:hhahhas move to where le like condo lei.
Replied: Thank you dumb.(: Fortunately it's not condo,it's a HDB flat.(:
As i'm uploading this super overdue pictures, I realised that my hair grew alot longer.
Weekends over and I'm dreading tomorrow. There's gonna be another lame assembly which talk about stuff that always repeat a year after another. which means I've been listening to it for almost 5 years. And gradually, that'll become music to my ears.
OH, and you know what!! baby's very sweet today! She woke up earlier than me & bought macdonald's breakfast for me! Previously I said, "Baby,if next time you wanna buy breakfast for me,i wanna have two harsh browns instead of one!" And he just said "OKAY!" and sure enough, he really bought two and he just woke me up in a sudden and said "BABY,wake up eat breakfast already!" and i was like "uh?breakfast?you also never buy any.." And there he goes in his hand holding a tray. Isn't he the sweetest? I love you baby.
Baby,do you know something? If a guy is afraid of something more than me,I'll never take that guy into consideration. But I don't know why you, are exceptional. Maybe because I know what your father had said to you or maybe.. I just love you much. Don't mind what I've said today, i was just trying to psych you out of it okay honey? Love ya.
MAILTIME!
Anonymous: Are you from springfield,4A?
Replied: Indeed I am.Why?
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Anonymous:Hi.I love you.
Replied: Hi,thanks for loving me but I'm attached.
Cheryl:Hello!Cheryl here :) Weisia's right! N level is a piece of cake!Jiayou! Do well~!Good luck! ^^ and yes, school is a piece of shit! :PP
Replied: Hello, which cheryl are you anyway?o.o Haha,thanks for the luck babe. And hell yeaaaah school is a piece of rotten shiet!
Eileen: Let me visit your house some aiai! -eileen.
Replied: Anytime love! (:
Alexis: Hey jie, Alexis here. relink me at f-aithfully.blogspot.com/ :D thanks!
Replied : Hey mei, Relinked! <3
Okay..the thing that is coming right now is just showing my emotions so..
DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I'VE FINALLY FINISH MY COURSEWORK FOR N LEVEL.OMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMG THAT'S AMAZING FOR ME.HAHAHA!
WOO,okay.There's actually more than just one thing that makes me so happy today.
- Yup,I'm done with my coursework.
- Hell yeh, oral was sleeazzzieee.
- Baby's bringing me to aston today!
- I'm going to zoo with baby tomorrow!!
- Lastly,I'm a happy person!
Isn't that something to be happy for?Heh.Alright,time to run. aston,here me come!
MAIL TIME!
Anonymous : u ahlian uh?._.
Replied : If i'm not wrong I did have this kinda questions before.But nope,i aint one.I'm just being true to myself and stand for what is right.
Anonymous : Nice eh your house ((((: I'm daphne.
Replied : Hi daphne.(: Thanks for the compliment. Maybe you would like to let me see your house picture someday too.(:
Went Just Asia for a mini celebrations of 7th monthsary, going to zoo this saturday for the real deal. Yehhhhh!
Alright, English oral's up tomorrow. Bet am i gonna stutter when it comes to picture discussion,If only I could just say something like "That damn guy was trying to do something silly & that's very stupid I would say." But I couldn't. It's not gonna be terrifying, it's gonna be horrible cuz I gotta wait till it's ma turn.Damn it's gonna be long.
Before tomorrow, I headed to Downtown and distress(baby did that too,he was like so nervous for shit.). Ate Justasia (Yet again) and baby bought me a belt instead of a shoe because I just bought one. Sadddd, how i wanted the shoe. *HINT* LOL. Just jokng baybeh. <3
Alright,Gonna hit the sack now. Big day for mama.
MAILTIME!
Anonymous:What ishh masturbate?
Replied: You're weird dude, you could always use something called " google " and type in " what's masturbate ". But I can tell you a summary, it's just like fucking yourself.
Anonymous: I'm here to ask you anything! anything ! haha!
Replied: LOL,That's very silly honey.
Stay home day.Reason: I need to take care of my little brother cuz there's no one left to take care of him.Shuckzxc.
Yesterday,Went fishing with phebe,julia & baby! That's the only picture I took because well..I was addicted to fishing after that.It was a eff-ing small little catfish.Me & julia had fun giving it autopsy anyway. Yehhh,okay.call me sadist if you want to.
And this,Is the overdue-ed pictures I was supposed to upload and let my dear 'fan' daphne to see what my house looks like. What can I say,it..looked like a house? Only manage to take a picture of the living room because my room is still in a little mess. Haha,Sorry for the long wait Daph.As you can see,my kitchen isn't done yet.
Now..wait.The purpose for blogging today,there's 2. - Daphne asked me to, even though she didn't specify why.
- I wanna write something to baby since tomorrow is our 7th monthsary!
Hey baby, tomorrow it's 7th month. I wanna thank you for loads of things you've done for me over this past month. - Thank you for buying for me sushi & wrote mushy stuff on the cover,i love it.
- Thank you for always giving in to me even though it's my unreasonable attitude which started it.
- Thank you for always re-assuring me everytime I feel insecure.
- Thank you for those meals that you bought for me.
- Thank you for wanting to bring me to zoo this coming saturday.
- Thank you for your gracious love which never end,never.
- Thank you for everything baby,thanks!
Once again, happy 7th month honey.我爱你.
"Failure is success if we learn from it". Yes I do learn from it,but others?(Someone is my class.)Yes I've failed to promote to sec 4 last year but I do learn from it.It's just that it's really hard for me to be totally focused on studying.At least I did my part by learning from my failure.So bring me down no more mates.It's really irritating to see you guys acting so fucked up by boasting yourself infront of me.Yes you may think that you're the king of the world by bringing people down.No,N-O,no.You're utterly wrong mate.
And school,is a piece of shit.I know it's not right to say that but I'm saying the right thing.It's a fucking piece of shit!Math teacher bias towards intelligent student,some fucked up teachers licking boots on intelligent students,fucked up students bullying china teachers.what's all this?!What the fuck are we learning from this school!?BIAS-NESS?BULLYING?Oh come on. KAY YEH MOFOS!It's time to do something.
wow,feel so much better now.I'm going to school tomorrow because of F&N.Bummer.
Somehow,in the middle of the night gives me something to talk about.Call it self-inspiration or self-reflection.Or whatever you wanna call it.
I've been wondering,What's so good about hating a person?I'm only straining myself over petty little things and it ain't worth the stress.So I'm telling myself now that I shouldn't hate people.Especially her,because she ain't worth it.seriously.
Alright,before I finish my say..
baby,this is for you:
My title actually say it all."What does not kill me makes me stronger." When my grandfather passed away,I was grief-stricken.So was the time when a guy flashed himself to me.But that doesn't kill me.In fact,it made me stronger.Remember the time when I was on the bus towards serangoon and beside me was a old man masturbating and kept looking at me?And my phone died on me?At that point of time,I was scared but I took it as he doesn't even exist.If I didn't had the previous incident happening to me,I think the old man in the bus would take advantage of me.
I just want to tell you that, it's not the end of the world baby.Everyone come & go.It's only up to you to decide how you want to handle it.I know it's very stress for you right now.But I'm here with you.You said that you weren't afraid of anything if I'm with you.,right?So don' be afraid because I'm right here with you.
I love you,stay strong honey.
Name: Justina Estella
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MC for today,feeling restless.Effing bored,yaaawnzxc.
2nd of august will be my chinese oral examinations,although I always had a way with talking I'd still had a chill. Me don't know why either.Waiting for baby to come over my house,and i gotta wait till late at night because he's gonna work.):
Joy visited me today.Thanks bud.
After 169473932 days of being healthy, I'm sick today. Right before friday,it's gonna be my worst nightmare isn't it? My throat is burning and I can't breathe properly. Damn,I hate sick. Sick loves moi.
Anyway,madeline is right.The school's getting more and more happening each and every day. First,there was rioting. Then a don't know how many ft long beehive just infront of my classroom and then now today, chinese & malay girls fight in toilet. What's gonna happen next?
Sigh,waiting for baby right now.
MAILTIME!
Anonymous: Hello :D:D
Replied: Hi,(:.
Anonymous: GUESS WHO I AM :D:D
Replied: Wow,that's utterly hard because there's no clue at all.
MeowMeow, A new cutie pie in our home sweet home.
She's very cute y'know. She literally followed me home but my dad rejected letting her staying over. The next day, it followed him and my lil brother home in the morning! Isn't she cute! Adorable loveeeeee!
I'm afraid baby will say that I'm neglecting him,but I'm not baby. You're number one love afterall. <3 *smoooch!* Thanks for fetching me from school today baby!
School rocks today,not because of the fighting,just because I feel like it rocks today. But seriously,if any of you (who's involve in the fight),PEACE! You guys are friends afterall dude,peace yaw?(: Alright,I'm off to bed soon.Night night.
Alright,here's a quick post.
Went to ochard road with baby and joy to pass baby's mom's costumer stuff.Damn hell loads of philipinos,LOL.And there was this uncle in the lift saying "Sell their CB at geylang.",Yeh,ROFL.Anyway,after geylang,i mean..orchard road,went to brass plaza's popular to buy files.Sweet baby bought me a pink foolscap & a pink file. And now,everything in my bag is pink!Oh,how I like that.
After everything,went back to my house and watched "Spy kids 3","scary movie 2" and "Sky High".Yeh,old school movie marathon!But I like it.They headed back home around 12am.Kewl! What a day and I'm dead beat. Alright,just recieved baby's message and I'm off to bed pretty soon.Ciaoszxc<3
Hey maddie, just wanna let you know I've never forgotten our friendship no matter how long we didn't contact or meet up to have fun together. Love ya!
I didn't attend school for two days,failed.But it's okay,I should bounce right back up from failure and try from next week. Kechyq, Joy and baby came over my house and played monopoly deal, watched movies and etc. Kay yeh ey mofo,no life you would say but I called it enjoying life. Better than using money to watch movies and playing pool,that's effin boring. *groans* Anyway.. I'm bored now since baby and joy went home just a moment ago. No more hugs.
And baby,Look at my title. I want our love story to have no endings too. Hehs, and today I finally saw you felt shy. The very last time I saw was when we were still flings and you bite my cheek instead of kissing because you're shy. Hehhhh. Luvzxc! And do you know 8th month is coming? <3
MAILTIME!
Anonymous: (: just feel like spamming but you don't have a tagboard so nevermind. I just sleep next to you.
Replied: Oh yeh,I know you're ALWAYS sleeping next to me..with a barrier in between us yeh.HAHA!
I just got the greatest scare in my life! I was home alone and there were people outside my house saying that they're here to renovate the kitchen.So..I let them in.(I'm not a retarded so I did check whether they had the equipment and everything before letting them in.)And the door was opened,I was watching show and was wondering & worrying what if those guys weren't real,what if they're robbers or whatever. And suddenly..a push behind my back! I thought I'm gonna be dead or something but guess who it was?! It's my little brother. Damn,I swear it's the greatest scare of my life.
And anyway..I'm starving but still,to lazy to fill my tummy.And baby's not gonna be here any minute to save my grumbling stomach.* sadddd*Just gotta wait till 6.
Hey people,been busy with school.boohoo.I think I really need to manage ma time.It's very tough for me to live as if everyday is the end of the world. *sobs*
Hey baby,it's gonna be 8th month soon.Iloveya,And just so you know..Even if we're worlds apart,I'd still love you.What I'm saying now aint no bullshits okay? Smooooooch!<3
And you,eileen.Stop your lying and everything.You can tell your boyfriend father we wanna beat you up,tsktsk.We merely wanna talk to you. Is it very hard? Come on! If you really wanna change,change.
Alright,heading to bed soon.muacks peepoo,byebyezxc!
MAILTIME!
Weihan:Baby uh, I don't even bother how much money you spend with my money, money are meant to spend there such thing as debt. You never owe me anything baby (:
Replied:I don't really get what you mean hunneh. But I know you won't mind..I know.(: Anonymous: Wow your mom and bro sucks
Replied: Well..they do sucks sometimes.But they're nice everytime.(:
Anonymous:what if you have this fcuking irritating friend that copyss everything, eveything !! but you dare not offend her as you used to be a fcuking close friend to her but shes the one who betrayed you, dumped youand dont give a fuck bout it?
Replied: I'd say,let her copy whatever she wants.It may be irritating but afterall,she can't copy who you really are.And you don't have to offend her by confronting her.You can talk to her nicely or maybe just write a letter to her and pass it to her.And lastly,since she doesn't give a fuck about it..then why are you giving a fuck about her?
Thanks to your teacher I've lose my super appetite.Now,I still got to wait till 7.30 instead of 6.30. I'm starving at first,but now,not anymore. Thanks.
What kinda fucking mother are you?What kind of fucking brother are you? Earpiece not yours and you're still being a fucking pathetic beggar stealing it. No money buy?Fucking loser. And what kinda mother are you for siding him when it's so fucking obvious he's the one who stole it? THERE'S NO SUCH THINGS AS FREE THINGS.fuck both of you up.
And baby,It's not that I don't wanna fight with him to get back what's yours.I got my own reason for it.So stop forcing me.I'm really fucking stress now and you're showing me your attitude.I really wanna die you know?When i'm writing this,do you know my hands are trembling and tears are blurring my visions?You don't know.Sometimes I just wish i've got nothing in the world so i've got nothing to worry about.I'm freaking stress out,i swear i could have die if i aint have that courage to commit suicide,but maybe some days i will.I've had enough.I don't wanna feel stress with you.Get it?I know you're not the only one that make me stress but well yes you do make me feel stress sometimes. Sometimes,when we quarrel or bickering you would always say "eh,food i got pay for you" and everything..you know how it makes me feels?You make me feel like a fucking loser who is in a relationship with you so that you can support me. If really,you think that i'm using you or you feel sorry for using your money on me,i'll pay you back every single cent.I don't mind working everyday to pay off all these "debts".we've been together for only 7 month and now, i'm really feeling stress. Sorry but this is true.I do love you. But deep down from YOUR heart,do you?
Went fishing with baby,liszel & alif today. Hurt myself when we're splashing water. It hurts but it's healing dramatically now.*whew*
Anyway..the reason why I'm blogging now is just clear my mind off something. A thing that makes me grew out srength from weaknesses.
To you:
I don't know whether should I call you buddy or just a hi-bye friend. Yes we may go recess together,we may be cracking jokes together. But till the end of school, I've had other plans and you've your own usual plans.
Firstly,you said I've neglected you as a buddy.
neglected,that's a very strong word. You said "i neglected you that's why you went to find other cliques.". yes i may have fault for always hanging out with boyfriend & family but think, it takes two hands to clap after all. You said you wanted to slack downstairs for a little while i agreed,you want my boyfriend to share cigarette with you before you leave,i agreed too.You stole my little sister stuff and had not yet return, i don't blame you either. So what do you want from me?
Secondly, the malay friend of yours insulted me by saying "aiya,her one is grandfather die only nevermind.".
wow,wow.A standing ovation for her I'd say. she punched you before,quarreled with you because of her friend before, insulted you before, and even said "you know why you have no friends?because....." before. And you can still hang out with her. I don't know whether you're being a hypocrite or just being gracious.Just think about it.
And to the malay:
I think you should know who you are by now. If you have anything to say, say it in my face. If your grandfather die,don't give him a funeral okay?Throw him inside rubbish bin since he's ONLY A GRANDFATHER. Don't even give him a proper burial okay,just give him tissue paper cover can already.No offense but Since you're so okay with the death of grandfather,i suppose parents is also okay to die if it's for you.Think!mother die,father die,auntie die or whoever, they are still humans.Think before you say anything. Give some respect doofus, I'm bloody hell older than you're. I don't care if you're a gangster or whatever shit but nobody insult my family.Remember that.
MAILTIME!
Lena:ur hse if nice man dumb!(:hhahhas move to where le like condo lei.
Replied: Thank you dumb.(: Fortunately it's not condo,it's a HDB flat.(:
As i'm uploading this super overdue pictures, I realised that my hair grew alot longer.
Weekends over and I'm dreading tomorrow. There's gonna be another lame assembly which talk about stuff that always repeat a year after another. which means I've been listening to it for almost 5 years. And gradually, that'll become music to my ears.
OH, and you know what!! baby's very sweet today! She woke up earlier than me & bought macdonald's breakfast for me! Previously I said, "Baby,if next time you wanna buy breakfast for me,i wanna have two harsh browns instead of one!" And he just said "OKAY!" and sure enough, he really bought two and he just woke me up in a sudden and said "BABY,wake up eat breakfast already!" and i was like "uh?breakfast?you also never buy any.." And there he goes in his hand holding a tray. Isn't he the sweetest? I love you baby.
Baby,do you know something? If a guy is afraid of something more than me,I'll never take that guy into consideration. But I don't know why you, are exceptional. Maybe because I know what your father had said to you or maybe.. I just love you much. Don't mind what I've said today, i was just trying to psych you out of it okay honey? Love ya.
MAILTIME!
Anonymous: Are you from springfield,4A?
Replied: Indeed I am.Why?
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Anonymous:Hi.I love you.
Replied: Hi,thanks for loving me but I'm attached.
Cheryl:Hello!Cheryl here :) Weisia's right! N level is a piece of cake!Jiayou! Do well~!Good luck! ^^ and yes, school is a piece of shit! :PP
Replied: Hello, which cheryl are you anyway?o.o Haha,thanks for the luck babe. And hell yeaaaah school is a piece of rotten shiet!
Eileen: Let me visit your house some aiai! -eileen.
Replied: Anytime love! (:
Alexis: Hey jie, Alexis here. relink me at f-aithfully.blogspot.com/ :D thanks!
Replied : Hey mei, Relinked! <3
Okay..the thing that is coming right now is just showing my emotions so..
DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I'VE FINALLY FINISH MY COURSEWORK FOR N LEVEL.OMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMG THAT'S AMAZING FOR ME.HAHAHA!
WOO,okay.There's actually more than just one thing that makes me so happy today.
- Yup,I'm done with my coursework.
- Hell yeh, oral was sleeazzzieee.
- Baby's bringing me to aston today!
- I'm going to zoo with baby tomorrow!!
- Lastly,I'm a happy person!
Isn't that something to be happy for?Heh.Alright,time to run. aston,here me come!
MAIL TIME!
Anonymous : u ahlian uh?._.
Replied : If i'm not wrong I did have this kinda questions before.But nope,i aint one.I'm just being true to myself and stand for what is right.
Anonymous : Nice eh your house ((((: I'm daphne.
Replied : Hi daphne.(: Thanks for the compliment. Maybe you would like to let me see your house picture someday too.(:
Went Just Asia for a mini celebrations of 7th monthsary, going to zoo this saturday for the real deal. Yehhhhh!
Alright, English oral's up tomorrow. Bet am i gonna stutter when it comes to picture discussion,If only I could just say something like "That damn guy was trying to do something silly & that's very stupid I would say." But I couldn't. It's not gonna be terrifying, it's gonna be horrible cuz I gotta wait till it's ma turn.Damn it's gonna be long.
Before tomorrow, I headed to Downtown and distress(baby did that too,he was like so nervous for shit.). Ate Justasia (Yet again) and baby bought me a belt instead of a shoe because I just bought one. Sadddd, how i wanted the shoe. *HINT* LOL. Just jokng baybeh. <3
Alright,Gonna hit the sack now. Big day for mama.
MAILTIME!
Anonymous:What ishh masturbate?
Replied: You're weird dude, you could always use something called " google " and type in " what's masturbate ". But I can tell you a summary, it's just like fucking yourself.
Anonymous: I'm here to ask you anything! anything ! haha!
Replied: LOL,That's very silly honey.
Stay home day.Reason: I need to take care of my little brother cuz there's no one left to take care of him.Shuckzxc.
Yesterday,Went fishing with phebe,julia & baby! That's the only picture I took because well..I was addicted to fishing after that.It was a eff-ing small little catfish.Me & julia had fun giving it autopsy anyway. Yehhh,okay.call me sadist if you want to.
And this,Is the overdue-ed pictures I was supposed to upload and let my dear 'fan' daphne to see what my house looks like. What can I say,it..looked like a house? Only manage to take a picture of the living room because my room is still in a little mess. Haha,Sorry for the long wait Daph.As you can see,my kitchen isn't done yet.
Now..wait.The purpose for blogging today,there's 2. - Daphne asked me to, even though she didn't specify why.
- I wanna write something to baby since tomorrow is our 7th monthsary!
Hey baby, tomorrow it's 7th month. I wanna thank you for loads of things you've done for me over this past month. - Thank you for buying for me sushi & wrote mushy stuff on the cover,i love it.
- Thank you for always giving in to me even though it's my unreasonable attitude which started it.
- Thank you for always re-assuring me everytime I feel insecure.
- Thank you for those meals that you bought for me.
- Thank you for wanting to bring me to zoo this coming saturday.
- Thank you for your gracious love which never end,never.
- Thank you for everything baby,thanks!
Once again, happy 7th month honey.我爱你.
"Failure is success if we learn from it". Yes I do learn from it,but others?(Someone is my class.)Yes I've failed to promote to sec 4 last year but I do learn from it.It's just that it's really hard for me to be totally focused on studying.At least I did my part by learning from my failure.So bring me down no more mates.It's really irritating to see you guys acting so fucked up by boasting yourself infront of me.Yes you may think that you're the king of the world by bringing people down.No,N-O,no.You're utterly wrong mate.
And school,is a piece of shit.I know it's not right to say that but I'm saying the right thing.It's a fucking piece of shit!Math teacher bias towards intelligent student,some fucked up teachers licking boots on intelligent students,fucked up students bullying china teachers.what's all this?!What the fuck are we learning from this school!?BIAS-NESS?BULLYING?Oh come on. KAY YEH MOFOS!It's time to do something.
wow,feel so much better now.I'm going to school tomorrow because of F&N.Bummer.
Somehow,in the middle of the night gives me something to talk about.Call it self-inspiration or self-reflection.Or whatever you wanna call it.
I've been wondering,What's so good about hating a person?I'm only straining myself over petty little things and it ain't worth the stress.So I'm telling myself now that I shouldn't hate people.Especially her,because she ain't worth it.seriously.
Alright,before I finish my say..
baby,this is for you:
My title actually say it all."What does not kill me makes me stronger." When my grandfather passed away,I was grief-stricken.So was the time when a guy flashed himself to me.But that doesn't kill me.In fact,it made me stronger.Remember the time when I was on the bus towards serangoon and beside me was a old man masturbating and kept looking at me?And my phone died on me?At that point of time,I was scared but I took it as he doesn't even exist.If I didn't had the previous incident happening to me,I think the old man in the bus would take advantage of me.
I just want to tell you that, it's not the end of the world baby.Everyone come & go.It's only up to you to decide how you want to handle it.I know it's very stress for you right now.But I'm here with you.You said that you weren't afraid of anything if I'm with you.,right?So don' be afraid because I'm right here with you.
I love you,stay strong honey.
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