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/ Monday, September 27, 2010 @5:22 AM /

Music is what feeling sounds like.

First of all, I would like to say..
Happy birthday dearest grandma!
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 This year, granny had went through difficult time. And this year, she cried on her birthday. Not because she was touched. She was sad. Because her only love wasn't there anymore. I could still remember vividly, how my granny told me and my cousin to go back to the house while she seat down at the front yard, how she say she wants to have a chat with grandpa, and how she told my brother to get a can of beer for grandpa. She was devastated. She had tears in her eyes as she spoke. We could do nothing but stand there, crying with her. 
Grandpa, granny is sad. She still can't bear to see you go. We can't bear to see you go either. Please look after her when you're in heaven. Bless her with great happiness and healthiest health. Come to her dream when you're free. Talk to her to kill her loneliness. Dry her tears. And grandpa, are you at sydney, tokyo, australia or somewhere further? I hope you're enjoying your journey. I love you <3




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/ Saturday, September 25, 2010 @2:59 AM /

"A sense of humor is a major defense against minor troubles."

22 September 2010
Had an awesome day be it day or night! First, It was the graduation. Everything was well and we even had fun taking jump shots, snap shots and funny shots. Well, it sucks when I know our school doesn't have a prom night. But it's great because, I still get to hang out with the girls!
Went to Teo Heng at Katong Shopping Mall. And I tell you we bunch of girls are madness! readers, you should've seen videos of it but unfortunately, we didn't tape it down. Haha. total madness, sang till 11pm and headed home. Had fun with you ladies ♥

And today, nothing much. tomorrow's gonna be a big day for my granny because it's her birthday! And i realised something I wished I could realise sooner. I will never want to miss out any of my grandaddy or grannies birthday because we're to expect the unexpected. Although I never once celebrated my granny and grandad birthday (from my mom's side), but I hope they would be okay with it. And now, I do cherish every year with them. Iloveyou all. ♥ 
 
much loves,

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/ Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @12:30 AM /

Love 
Tomorrow's graduation day. Butterflies in my stomach, maybe it's because it's the last time i'm gonna see my school friend together as a class. Although I've only known you guys for 2 years, i felt like it's been a thousand. I love you guys.

Baby baby baby! It's going 10th month, my birthday is coming and so is my anniversary with you <3
我爱你很多很多很多很多!!
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/ Sunday, September 19, 2010 @2:19 PM /

18th September 2010
Stayed at baby's house and went to my house at around 12.30 to take care of my brother, decided to go swimming so we went. It wasn't that fun and exciting because it's just bedok swimmig complex. And I just realised my little brother learned to swim weeks ago. Went home and dad cooked chicken rice, the chicken was delicious but the rice was plain. Baby love my dad's soup. Weird, because I find it quite plain. Anway, went back to baby's house and slept. Kind of a boring day.

19th September 2010
Had a weird dream today.And today's plan,nothing. ): Baby is now cleaning his house and I'm playing plant vs zombie, maple and facebook. Now I'm blogging. This shows how bored I am. Wanna go escape theme park with baby! <3
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/ Friday, September 17, 2010 @2:54 PM /

You said a million times you loved me, but i realised nobody can last long,
although we pinky promised each other.
There's too much of break ups,
It's just a part of life.
Even if i covered up my ears,
I could still hear your beating heart that i once heard.

This were the things I told myself when you broke up with me, and now we're back together again. I'm in dilema, I don't know if this is right. You hurt me so much and yet I love you unconditionally. I think I'm crazed. But now, I'm going to live with it. I'm going to look forward to the future, I don't wanna look back on all these. I'd carry on living like this have never happened before. And I expect you to treat me like how you treated me last time. Please know that my heart have already shattered into pieces.

06.12.09;will it last?
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/ Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @3:23 PM /

Three cheers for you. You broke my heart once again. And it's never gonna mend. I've done nothing to make you think I'm better off without you. And yet you felt that I'm better off without you. Do you know how much I yearn for your hugs and kisses every day and night? Do you know that I still love you like how I do although I don't show it out? You'll never know huh.


You ask me to let you cool down. And after letting you cool down you ask me for a break up. what a nice way of breaking up my heart. Thanks. Now, I don't believe in forever. Anymore. Thanks. Thanks alot.
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/ @12:56 AM /

I've never intended to make you quarrel with your mother.
I don't force you like how your ex-girlfriend did.
But still, I'm sad.
B'cuz you don't understand me a single bit after all.
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/ Monday, September 13, 2010 @9:37 PM /

Alright hello peeps,
I think this is the first time after don't know how many zillion years after not blogging,
At last i'm blogging here at Justina Estella stupid blog (:

There's somethings left in my heart unsaid,
I don't know how to say it face to face to her, i'm totally speechless when she asked me anything.
So blogging might be the best, here we go.
Though our relationship was just merely 9 months going 10 months old, we had gone though lots of obstacle.
Having a relationship is not easy, we had quarrels that makes both our hearts break.
I had a very bad temper i know, i can't control the way i talk to you. Expect by shouting and hurting myself.
I know that you don't like all this, now i'm trying to change all the bad habits away. Shouting and hurting free.
I love you always like how i usually do, whenever i think back those happy memories we use to have.
I laughed to myself and thinking how sweet and cute couple we are, i'm your first longest boyfriend (:
Ever since 1st april i had never changed my heart, i love you like how i usually do
I love you Justina Tan Yanni <3 Always the one that lighten up my day with your smile >.<

Your lovely boyfriend,
Lansiweihan <3
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/ @12:44 AM /

Watched Resident Evil After Life & it was like way damn nice!! I really don't mind watching it again.  & all thanks to Liszel & Alif. The best part was the face of Lansi Weihan. He got so scareddddd,heh. <3

 Anyway..Tomorrow's the start of school again. & graduation on 22thSept! Yesssss!










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/ Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @2:18 PM /


Like finally,Last day of N level for this month.

Today weather is like freaking hell cold! When I walked out of the school front gate,I thought it wouldn't be so cold because I wasn't that cold when I was in the hall. But who knows when vivian & me walked out..It's like winter!I can feel my teeth chattering together and my heart is shaking. But luckily,had a hot bathe when I reached home.Suang daooooooo.

Met up with Liszel & Alif few days back. Liszel and me was like "yeeehhh,now both of them are working." and we started talking about how we're gonna squander their money when they're working their ass off. Talk about being Taitai and others.Funny max.

Oh,and we watched haunted changi and it totally sucks. Rate it 0.1/10 babes.
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/ Monday, September 6, 2010 @12:57 AM /

HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY.


I LOVE YOU LIKE WHEN IT WAS STILL 1ST APRIL 09.
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/ Sunday, September 5, 2010 @2:39 PM /

Tomorrow's the day.
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/ Friday, September 3, 2010 @5:41 PM /

Been playing AlcoveSEA since morning,thought of sleeping but I was wide awake. 

Tomorrow we're going to watch "Haunted Changi", hope it's gonna be nice.Alright, Just wanted to post about what I've been doing and here it is!

A little bit of studying, a little ibit of playing, a little bit of relaxing and much loads of rotting.
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