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/ Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @2:07 AM /


First of all..

I miss my grandfather,so much.Yesterday was the cremation of my grandfather's.The pain is so hard to bear.I'm asking myself every now and then,is he gonna sweat when he's inside the coffin?can he hear us?Is he gonna hurt when they burn him?Is he still breathing?because i thought i saw him breathing.I can't believe my grandfather went up to heaven so soon,maybe it's god's calling.Iloveyou grandpa,although i don't show it out.I don't know how to but i just love you so much like a millions of red M&N's.

Secondly,
The on and off dispute between baby,junnie lim xue jun and me is gonna be settle on friday.I don't like to bear grudges with a person whom i don't even know.It's utterly absurd.
Thirdly,
To the jazliyana in my tagboard.Why don't you just get the fuck out of my life and try to grow up?I don't care if you think i know how to fight or not,it's none of your business anway.So don't be such an idiot and trying to catch my attention.Or maybe,you succeeded in getting my attention.So what else do you want?If you're not happy with me,come straight to me.Why are you acting like a retard who only know how to face me using a computer?you know..i really hate to call you stupid,stupid.
Lastly,
This is for my loveliest baby on earth.
It's been long since you gave me BBT,even if you did it wasn't long enough.I almost lost the touch of love.Remember your promise honey,my BBT.(:
And i love you always,i've been really fucked up recently and truthfully..Because of the indirect objections and my grandad's funeral,i felt like there's no love between us anymore.but today,i just realise i need you so much and i don't wanna leave you.I don't care if anyone object our relationship or whatever,let's just get married in las vegas.
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