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/ Saturday, February 13, 2010 @10:18 AM /

I wanna dig a hole and wish that i'll end up in malibu. I wanna blast music in a room full of archie comics and lock myself in the room. Everything seemed so wonderful on the outside, but it's definitely not like this on the inside.

First of all, It may seems like friends are all around me. But in fact, there's only madeline and joy.Will other friends even care about me when i'm down in the dump or celebrate with me if there's any joyous event?i doubt so. And secondly, kechyk is being such a whore because she doesn't wanna help me tell her young malay friend to stop manipulating joy. Thirdly, i quarreled with my boyfriend just because of the phrase "i miss you". That's awesomely tragic. Awesome because it's the first time in my life i quarreled with him because of the three words,Tragic because i realise our relationship aint strong. Lastly, What the fuck is wrong with this world?

I don't wanna make my life miserable,so what i intended to do was.. be a friendless winner, tell kechyk of if she insist and stop contacting my boyfriend until i realise what the fuck is wrong with me. I somehow stop him from going visiting to her friend house on "chu er",he said he miss me and wanted to meet me up asap.And the only time we could meet is this tuesday,but he said he's going to his friend house and will meet me at 8.Like c'mon, by 9 i have to go home b'cause of school.HE said he miss me!so why meeting other people before it?omg.
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