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/ Thursday, February 4, 2010 @9:06 PM /

In and out of the day
In
Mom,coke,hairbands.
Out
rashes,food,cable.

My thigh have rashes.I know,omg.Since yesterday night and this early morning,i've been doing something for my boyfriend.I'm not gonna say out what it is yet.(He'll come to my blog to find it out,i know!)So..i'm sorry readers!i'll tell you guys about what it is in the next post.
Nothing much today.Because i've been busy at home.And i hadn't eat since morning.Super hungry.Alright,time to facebook!

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why?why are you always breaking your promise?you said you'd be going home by 10 before 11.I happily said 'ok'.look at the time now,12.18.You're still at 418.and you're trying to retort everything that i'm typing in the message now.'i don't wanna make my parents disspointed','i wanna go poly','i promise i'll be going at 10 before 11'. and the actions are,you're playing soccer or basketball,slacking with friends.action speak louder than words.How am i freakin hell gonna trust you? You want me to trust you but you're not putting effort in making me trusting you!seriously.Ya,i get angry just because of this.Wanna know why?you always meet your friend up rather then wanting to meet me up,you always neglect me when you told me you won't neglect me anymore,you're so contridicting,you always say this and do another thing,you always care more about your friends,you said you don't want your parents to be disappointed. all of these is the reason why i get so fcuking angry just because of this.I'm trying hard to make you concentrate on studies,call you to wake up to go to school.JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU DUN WANNA DISAPPOINT YOUR PARENTS.if it weren't for you,i wouldn't even be forcing myself to go to school and study,if it weren'y for what your dad had said to me,i wouldn't even be going to school and tries to absorb everything that the teachers had said. bullshit.


I miss my grandpa.I feel so much like crying now.now i know not only am i sad,kim is sad too.finally i don't feel like a fool.God..

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