EVERYONE,LOOK HERE. SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO A WHORE. Have you guys ever heard of a girl who get so jello because of you and your boyfriend until she went to the extend of hacking into your boyfriend's audition account? And worse still, she came back for 'revenge' when we get so over it already. who is she?? The person is none other than, a very fugly-ugly-white-skinny-childish-looking-bitch with her fake eyelashes sticking out and catching the attention of the camera, ELMO (: Damn!she's worst than a whore!LAUGH.
Seriously,what's your problem? You're seriously starting a game which i'm very good at. But don't worry, i'll give you chance. Wanna know why?B'cause i know you're not up to my standard and i ought to give you chance. Why are you being such a whore? Or do you have low-self esteem?Hmm..
Anyway,you don't have to roll your fake eyelashes eyes towards my boyfriend because he won't feel please but fucking disgusted and you make him wanna hurl! and FYI,stop what you're doing because i ain't getting jello as it's just too stupid.HA.
Remember what you post on your blog ages ago?Since you wanna dig up everything now, then i shall too(: This post i've been keeping it for a long time because i wanna see how your revenge would be but it seems like it's not happening, contridicting whore.
RED-ELMO'S BLACK- MINEEE :D
fuck you (:
Well hey,who're you scoldin at?yourself?get a life girl.
stop your acts, stop everything.
If my guy is so good at acting,he would be a mediacorp artiste by now.Besides,he had already stop everything but you're the one who's not.
you will fucking get your retribution one day.
oohh,vulgar.you're crude girl!i'm telling you,hurling vulgarities on others aint gonna bring you any further away from karma(:
court all the girls you want, their outcome will be a disaster.
Uh,squuuzeeee me~ he wouldn't be courting any girls anymore.And trust me,i'm gonna show you that this outcome that you're saying aint gonna be a disaster.Even if me and his relationship were to end,it wouldn't be a disaster because..i'll not threaten him that i'll commit suicide and blahblahblah.
16 year old kid, get a job la.
Laughs,action speak louder than words.You're like 17 and you aint got a job.what gives you the right to ask a 16 year old to find a job?!puh-leaze.
so your mind will be saying, i dont even care abt what you say.oh haha! so you mind.
Is that suppose to be a joke or something?If that is,that's not even funny.urm..am i suppose to laugh?
The behavior of this person is so disgusting and morally corrupt that she is clearly the wrong person for the honor.
LAUGHS,seriously.you got to double check what you've said before saying it.If my guy can't be a person for honor,then so be it.Do you think,you?A 17 year-old jobless & despressed kid would be one?ah ah ah~ First thing for a person to be for the honor,you would had to have no corrupted mind & good character.Obviously,you've just failed the first one and i don't think i got a need to continue to the second one(:
do you know why you dont hurt after things had ended?you are the one who let go.
Obviously!you answered the question yourself!why would he wanna be sad about it?
in this r/s what did you do? what had you done? what did you give?nth! nothing at all.
In that r/s , he did alot of things(eg.Training his temper by tolerating you?),He have done loads of things man!(eg.Staying over at your house everytime and cost him to quarrel with his mother?) Well,He gave his time,his youth? and you dare to say nothing at all?!Oh.My.God?!you seriously gotta think before you type it out.
all you know is act and act, saying ilu just to make me stay.till you can leave me.ya, you can say i am stupid, retarted. if you are in love, you are gonna be like this.wait till your next girl broke off with you and see how retarted you act.16 year old.
saying ily just to make you stay?FYI,he was afraid that you'll kill yourself if not he wouldn't even give a hell damn?! and it's retarded,not retarted. well yeah,i agree on that. but when he's in love with me,it's different!i find him silly & man when we were on the verge of breaking up.oh,saddening for you.Anyway,what's so bad about 16 years old?!aren't you a 16 year old before???Wierdddd.
if god doesnt make you suffer, i will. i fucking will!if you think that, oh she say say only la.you are fking wrong.
you are so right, god doesn't make people suffer.like what i say,god is love.you will?you will make him suffer?until now,he has been living his life in great pleasure.so yeah,i reckon you could take back your words(:
you are not going to live long.if i am going to die, you will die before me.if its is an accident, you are going to die in a more cruel waythe next moment.
is that some cursing i see?tsk tsk.please think in a more matured way girl.you're 17,not 7.
being nice to you doesnt bring anything.being bad to you might bring something.
i dont get it why you have to admit that what i was writing abt, was you.i mean i can be referring to somebody right.omg! i dk what to say man.
Don't ask for the obvious please,your recent relationship is him.obviously you're talking about him.or are you trying to say that alot of guys done this to you and that he's just one of them?then seriously you gotta start controlling your attitude.you don't know what to say?Then don't say(:
but seriously, if you dont plan on returning me, i dk what will happen.think abt it yourself.
you don't know what will happen?ofcause you won't know it.unless you're trying to say that you've planned something?tsk,how cunning are you.before asking people to think about it,why not ask yourself to think about it first.every think about what would happen if you plan on something bad to her.strictly,if you're found guilty of planning to beat her up or something,you'll get convicted too.SO START TO THINK ABOUT IT YOURSELF.
you admit that you owe me though, i guess you're not that stupidto run away, not returning me.this is what you owe.
I don't think he owe you anything.strictly,there's no saying that after a relationship,they had to give back everything that they gave each others when they're in a relationship.so,if you're really persistant on trying to ask him to pay you the money he "owe",he can treat it as extortion and even bring you to court.If that day arrives,you'll be paying more than what you wanted him to.choose wisely.
well, i have to say that i am happy that i actually irritate your life.thought someone say something like, i am just wasting my breathe.guess after all, i am not! yay..
I think you should know clearly why you're happy just by irritating people's life,it's because you're born to be a irritant i suppose?don't wrong me,that's what you said.ofcause you're not wasting your breathe,you're just wasting your electricity bill on typing all this.if you're trying to tackle me back,save it.because i'm not wasting anything if i could help you wash your brain.
if you think that i will be furious that you said you will not return, lols,you are so wrong! this few words may lead your life into a disaster(:If you're not furious then please,scram. Take note girl,the words that you're typing now may lead you to a lawfully disaster too(:
btw..improve your english before saying others.besides your english are just mediocre.your english grades are lower than mine.nobody will be sooooo stupid to think that is you who wrote that.dont act as though as you are so good in english.if you think you are, why didnt you score an A for your english?
It's not about how good is your english,it's about how you used it.using your english on vulgarities is also a thumbs down.you like to insult people alot,guess your envy.but hey,guess what! envy is an insult to oneself.so yeah,ciao.
being nice to you doesnt bring anything.being bad to you might bring something.
aiyo,dou jiang might liao ma,but don't get your hopes too high ah.Continue being bad,you'll soon get sick and tired of it. DON'T EVER MESS WITH SOMEONE WHOM YOU DON'T KNOW WELL. 老虎不发挥你我是病猫? JUST YOU WAIT.
I loathe what i'm doing now,ranting about these kinda crappy people. My friend play sports,stinks.You play sports you don't stink meh ? My friend philipine, SO WHAT? At least they don't have head lice like what you think. If she have,then i'll be having headlice too. do i have it?NO.Why? Can't you be more friendlier?Ya,i know you like sexy hot girls and we're not that type but that doesn't mean that you have to be mean to us or her. I always,always,always loathe going down without people whom i can confide to.
I just got the urge to blog about this.. Baby,I like to sleep on your shoulder in the bus even though you're tired youself.I like to see you getting jello because i talked about other guys.I like to see you cry when i said something harsh.I like to see your smile when i did something dumb.I like to call you for nothing because you won't get irritated by me.I like to bite your tongue stud because i like to see you getting gripped by me.I like to stay at your house because you'll do everything for me.I like to cry on you because you won't talk but hug me tight.I like to sleep next to you because you always BBT me.I like everything about you because you're everything to me.
 Yup yup,i'm back.
First of all, 9 more days to 3rd monthsary. Kewl! and.. 3 more days to renovate my new house! SO EGGCITED. * Giggle*
"This post below is going to be a nasty insult,but..whatev." I swear i fuckin dislike my maths teacher bias-ness.Like c'mon douchebag!It's not like if my maths is lousy that doesn't mean that i have to give up my calculator to someone who know how to do it better than me!and he is the one who didn't bring the calculator,aint me _l_! i swear he's an annoying loser who eat shit and a very inconsiderate dickhead. He's a disgrace to people whom is a shephard or cell leader. BIAS SHIT. IGIVEYOU THIS >> _l_ !
Common test was ugly. I'm gonna flunk my common test. ): But i know my english aint gonna fail.*self-assured*
TAGS REPLY: Longhui : Linked. (: Madeline: LOL. hahahaha, linked :D SORRY~ Eileen: First time in my life ._. ! I DUN LIKE IT ): Daphne: I've post (: , hahaha. Boyfiee: HELLO BOYFIEE, how's life?(:
Zomgomgomgomgomg. 15 More days to 3rd monthsary! 9 More days to renovate my new house! TODAY I'M GETTING MY SPECTACLE! KEWL! TAGS REPLY: Daphne: You're welcome (: Lena: Thanks dumb <3> Whitney: You're welcome, just remember "it's up to you to choose
whether you want your day to be positive or negative". <3
Kewl,I got my very own spectacle and a new phone.LIKE FINALLY. 
Now all i'm waiting for is my new house.<3 TAGS REPLY: Daphne: Accepted(: , and kewl means coool. Hahaha. Kechyk: Really?come school then.
 After reading through my cousin's blog,i realise that we've been living in luxury all the time.I always have a passion for helping out in a orphanage,but i didn't take a step to fufill what i want.everytime when small childrens pestering their parents for some macdonald's hamburger,kids in cambodia will be praying for some rice just to fill their growling stomach.Everytime teenagers pester to get a new phone just to go with the flow,teenagers in cambodia is happy enough just to get a soft toys to keep them happy.They don't need a cellphone to be happy.They're contented. After reading my post,don't you think we're all being too greedy?Earthquakes always happened in poor countries,they don't deserve it.If natural disaster were to happen in singapore,what would you think?
 Yesterday
Went to Jocelyn jiejie house to get more red packets and celebrate my second brother's birthday.Happy 18th birthday dog!Around evening,met up with lisa and went to seesha.Joy came after a little while. Today,went to lisa house and ate her grandfather's cooking.sedap,kewl.Went and meet ling and his friends after eating.Had fun (: Tags reply: Dumb:Happy chinese new year too dumb:D!x3 Daphne:Yeh,i do have a facebook. just find maimaix33@hotmail.com . (:
Happy chinese new year & valentines day!
Chinese new year makes people go way happy & busy.And it's also a time for you to burn adults pocket by those red packets you recieved and gambling.I know gambling is bad,but hey!once in a year wouldn't kill yeh?And i stick to my 'always-$2' scheme.I made 20-25bucks from gambling today,i was on a winning strike.And you know what?The toto first prize was '1993' and the 4D was my birthdate but not in order.Every relative said i was lucky this year.(I got 1 barn-barn and 8-9 barnluck if i'm not wrong.)Kewl.
I didn't celebrate valentine's day today because of cny.And baby is busy with the 'chushi',saddd.anyway,photo's will be uploaded in facebook too.Bye readers,luvzxc.
 Fun and tiring reunion dinner indeed.All the photo will be uploaded in facebook,and a video which my sister,my cousin and me tried to dance hoedown throwdown without any practices and it's totally cock up but it ended up super hilarious.
Tomorrow heading for my mother brother house,then my grandmother house.Hope it's gonna be as fun as today.i saw my grandfather today,damn he's figging skinny now,he used to be all fat and big.How i wish the report were wrong.
Tags reply: Sixian:Thanks babe:D!x3 Huimin:Thanks(: Daphne:Happy chinese new year too(:
I wanna dig a hole and wish that i'll end up in malibu. I wanna blast music in a room full of archie comics and lock myself in the room. Everything seemed so wonderful on the outside, but it's definitely not like this on the inside.
First of all, It may seems like friends are all around me. But in fact, there's only madeline and joy.Will other friends even care about me when i'm down in the dump or celebrate with me if there's any joyous event?i doubt so. And secondly, kechyk is being such a whore because she doesn't wanna help me tell her young malay friend to stop manipulating joy. Thirdly, i quarreled with my boyfriend just because of the phrase "i miss you". That's awesomely tragic. Awesome because it's the first time in my life i quarreled with him because of the three words,Tragic because i realise our relationship aint strong. Lastly, What the fuck is wrong with this world?
I don't wanna make my life miserable,so what i intended to do was.. be a friendless winner, tell kechyk of if she insist and stop contacting my boyfriend until i realise what the fuck is wrong with me. I somehow stop him from going visiting to her friend house on "chu er",he said he miss me and wanted to meet me up asap.And the only time we could meet is this tuesday,but he said he's going to his friend house and will meet me at 8.Like c'mon, by 9 i have to go home b'cause of school.HE said he miss me!so why meeting other people before it?omg.
 I don't feel like blogging now. Tomorrow is reunion dinner,And i'm feeling sad and uneasy. I'm gonna face my grandfather.
Stupid confusion thingy in msn,wtf is wrong with it?A person which pm you which is not your friend but it's your friends email?wtf,wtf,wtf. School's fine and i gotta start doing homework now.And it's kinda dumb if you see that a gangster who don't study can get better grades than you.It makes me feel dumb.He can even throw away his chinese test paper just because he fail.and he can easily promote,and i tried so hard,advance.bullshit.
 I know readers wanna know what i gave my boyfriend on the 2nd month anniversary.I gave him a video.Which i spent six hours on it when it's just 4minutes,i'm delighted to see him flashing a smile on his face from the start of the video to the end of it.Luvzxc!
Had been staying over at baby's house for 2 days,and i'm going back to the temporary home today,which my 2nd brother girlfriend called it a 'kampong house'.Yeah,it do seems like one.One whole flat with just one room and seven people cramped inside to sleep.kewl!And i've downloaded rydah ms,yipeeee!
My dad's insane,he somehow wanted me to stay at baby's house so as not to let my sister go out for church.but i went back home yesterday morning with baby to let my sister get a chance to go for cellgroup.she owe me favours.Alright,rydah ms is waiting for me now.Toodles!
Zeeweisia,
If you happened to see this post,read it! Don't be too depressed.You had my condolences,it's hard to see someone leaving you.And it takes time to heal,but don't forget she's always in your heart.so cheer up(:
 In and out of the dayIn Mom,coke,hairbands. Out rashes,food,cable.
My thigh have rashes.I know,omg.Since yesterday night and this early morning,i've been doing something for my boyfriend.I'm not gonna say out what it is yet.(He'll come to my blog to find it out,i know!)So..i'm sorry readers!i'll tell you guys about what it is in the next post.
Nothing much today.Because i've been busy at home.And i hadn't eat since morning.Super hungry.Alright,time to facebook! Edited* why?why are you always breaking your promise?you said you'd be going home by 10 before 11.I happily said 'ok'.look at the time now,12.18.You're still at 418.and you're trying to retort everything that i'm typing in the message now.'i don't wanna make my parents disspointed','i wanna go poly','i promise i'll be going at 10 before 11'. and the actions are,you're playing soccer or basketball,slacking with friends.action speak louder than words.How am i freakin hell gonna trust you? You want me to trust you but you're not putting effort in making me trusting you!seriously.Ya,i get angry just because of this.Wanna know why?you always meet your friend up rather then wanting to meet me up,you always neglect me when you told me you won't neglect me anymore,you're so contridicting,you always say this and do another thing,you always care more about your friends,you said you don't want your parents to be disappointed. all of these is the reason why i get so fcuking angry just because of this.I'm trying hard to make you concentrate on studies,call you to wake up to go to school.JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU DUN WANNA DISAPPOINT YOUR PARENTS.if it weren't for you,i wouldn't even be forcing myself to go to school and study,if it weren'y for what your dad had said to me,i wouldn't even be going to school and tries to absorb everything that the teachers had said. bullshit.
I miss my grandpa.I feel so much like crying now.now i know not only am i sad,kim is sad too.finally i don't feel like a fool.God..
In and out of the day. IN boyfriend(as always),Mom,Baylis & Hardin(body lotion). OUT Dad's van,Bedbug's bite,Headache. School's fine,maths still sucks though.After school went to baby's house with joy,done my coursework alignment and played rydah ms till 5pm and went back home.I was actually thinking of relaxing myself infront of the computer but decided to go to compass point to find my family and cousins.My mom paid for the cab fare,so i went.but you know what?This stupid taxi driver cheat my mother's money and my trust.he drove one big round and brought me to compass point after a long 15-20 minutes.and you know why it happened?because i'm a noob in road direction.Damn shithole. Anyway,brought my books and stationery from popular.wanted to buy undergarment from metro.The bra is nice,but the price is much more 'nicer'.My mom promised me to buy me bag and clothes.I'll freaking kill her if she break her promise,laughs,joke.Aites,night people. Secondmonthsary.
 In & out of the day:
In Mushroom soup,Boyfriend,philippines's game Out The boys in school,Bedbug,cockroaches.
Finally finished coursework,what a relief.But there's still some errand to be done to achieve better results.And you know what readers?Don't ever trust some malay guys,especially if they're your friend.They won't return favours when you need them to do a favour for you.It sucks.Because of that,i quarreled with my boyfriend as my mood was fucked up.But we make up after a little while.It's good to have a caring boyfriend. <3
Went to baby's house after school with joy.Slept through the hours while the both of em watched 'avatar'.I woke up by the time they watched 'vampires in vegas'.went down to 418 around evening and watched them play soccer and basketball.Obviously,people who were watching would get bored eventually.So joy and me started playing the philippine's game.(kinda forgot the name) baby sent me home around 10.It's really sweet of him because he had to travel back all the way from serangoon.so i hope my house in bedok would jolly well renovate faster,i don't want baby to tire out. Just sprayed insect repellent.Bedbugs everywhere in/around/at/on the bed.arghhhh.They pissed me off.the bugs are too much.Drain my buh-lood.OMG,i just realise bedbug looks like cockroaches!eeew,i don't dare to sleep now):
 It's 4.05am now and i woke up.Not insomnia but thanks to the dirty-bed-which-can't-be-wash-right-now and itch my sensitive body to death.I wanna sleep but i can't. ): And i'm hungry,anyone up for erm..mushroom soup?
Shoulder's aching because of the heavyloaded schoolbag.damnzxc.Everything was fine except for maths,i don't understand a single bit.Baby fetched me from school today,smilezxc!There's nothing much to say now,apart from school,home,school.
I thought this year was suppose to be a happy & fortunate year.But something changed my mindset.It was something to do with grief and loss.Since young,he's been a great man.I'll miss him calling me 'sam pi pah',i'll miss him lecturing me when i do something wrong.I'll miss his stern face and always making me catching him smile.6 months..suddenly,it felt so soon.Suddenly,i felt like i didn't love him enough.I just hope god would extend his lifespan.I know people has to go,but this is too soon.i love him,although i don't show it out.Iloveyou grandpa.
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EVERYONE,LOOK HERE. SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO A WHORE. Have you guys ever heard of a girl who get so jello because of you and your boyfriend until she went to the extend of hacking into your boyfriend's audition account? And worse still, she came back for 'revenge' when we get so over it already. who is she?? The person is none other than, a very fugly-ugly-white-skinny-childish-looking-bitch with her fake eyelashes sticking out and catching the attention of the camera, ELMO (: Damn!she's worst than a whore!LAUGH.
Seriously,what's your problem? You're seriously starting a game which i'm very good at. But don't worry, i'll give you chance. Wanna know why?B'cause i know you're not up to my standard and i ought to give you chance. Why are you being such a whore? Or do you have low-self esteem?Hmm..
Anyway,you don't have to roll your fake eyelashes eyes towards my boyfriend because he won't feel please but fucking disgusted and you make him wanna hurl! and FYI,stop what you're doing because i ain't getting jello as it's just too stupid.HA.
Remember what you post on your blog ages ago?Since you wanna dig up everything now, then i shall too(: This post i've been keeping it for a long time because i wanna see how your revenge would be but it seems like it's not happening, contridicting whore.
RED-ELMO'S BLACK- MINEEE :D
fuck you (:
Well hey,who're you scoldin at?yourself?get a life girl.
stop your acts, stop everything.
If my guy is so good at acting,he would be a mediacorp artiste by now.Besides,he had already stop everything but you're the one who's not.
you will fucking get your retribution one day.
oohh,vulgar.you're crude girl!i'm telling you,hurling vulgarities on others aint gonna bring you any further away from karma(:
court all the girls you want, their outcome will be a disaster.
Uh,squuuzeeee me~ he wouldn't be courting any girls anymore.And trust me,i'm gonna show you that this outcome that you're saying aint gonna be a disaster.Even if me and his relationship were to end,it wouldn't be a disaster because..i'll not threaten him that i'll commit suicide and blahblahblah.
16 year old kid, get a job la.
Laughs,action speak louder than words.You're like 17 and you aint got a job.what gives you the right to ask a 16 year old to find a job?!puh-leaze.
so your mind will be saying, i dont even care abt what you say.oh haha! so you mind.
Is that suppose to be a joke or something?If that is,that's not even funny.urm..am i suppose to laugh?
The behavior of this person is so disgusting and morally corrupt that she is clearly the wrong person for the honor.
LAUGHS,seriously.you got to double check what you've said before saying it.If my guy can't be a person for honor,then so be it.Do you think,you?A 17 year-old jobless & despressed kid would be one?ah ah ah~ First thing for a person to be for the honor,you would had to have no corrupted mind & good character.Obviously,you've just failed the first one and i don't think i got a need to continue to the second one(:
do you know why you dont hurt after things had ended?you are the one who let go.
Obviously!you answered the question yourself!why would he wanna be sad about it?
in this r/s what did you do? what had you done? what did you give?nth! nothing at all.
In that r/s , he did alot of things(eg.Training his temper by tolerating you?),He have done loads of things man!(eg.Staying over at your house everytime and cost him to quarrel with his mother?) Well,He gave his time,his youth? and you dare to say nothing at all?!Oh.My.God?!you seriously gotta think before you type it out.
all you know is act and act, saying ilu just to make me stay.till you can leave me.ya, you can say i am stupid, retarted. if you are in love, you are gonna be like this.wait till your next girl broke off with you and see how retarted you act.16 year old.
saying ily just to make you stay?FYI,he was afraid that you'll kill yourself if not he wouldn't even give a hell damn?! and it's retarded,not retarted. well yeah,i agree on that. but when he's in love with me,it's different!i find him silly & man when we were on the verge of breaking up.oh,saddening for you.Anyway,what's so bad about 16 years old?!aren't you a 16 year old before???Wierdddd.
if god doesnt make you suffer, i will. i fucking will!if you think that, oh she say say only la.you are fking wrong.
you are so right, god doesn't make people suffer.like what i say,god is love.you will?you will make him suffer?until now,he has been living his life in great pleasure.so yeah,i reckon you could take back your words(:
you are not going to live long.if i am going to die, you will die before me.if its is an accident, you are going to die in a more cruel waythe next moment.
is that some cursing i see?tsk tsk.please think in a more matured way girl.you're 17,not 7.
being nice to you doesnt bring anything.being bad to you might bring something.
i dont get it why you have to admit that what i was writing abt, was you.i mean i can be referring to somebody right.omg! i dk what to say man.
Don't ask for the obvious please,your recent relationship is him.obviously you're talking about him.or are you trying to say that alot of guys done this to you and that he's just one of them?then seriously you gotta start controlling your attitude.you don't know what to say?Then don't say(:
but seriously, if you dont plan on returning me, i dk what will happen.think abt it yourself.
you don't know what will happen?ofcause you won't know it.unless you're trying to say that you've planned something?tsk,how cunning are you.before asking people to think about it,why not ask yourself to think about it first.every think about what would happen if you plan on something bad to her.strictly,if you're found guilty of planning to beat her up or something,you'll get convicted too.SO START TO THINK ABOUT IT YOURSELF.
you admit that you owe me though, i guess you're not that stupidto run away, not returning me.this is what you owe.
I don't think he owe you anything.strictly,there's no saying that after a relationship,they had to give back everything that they gave each others when they're in a relationship.so,if you're really persistant on trying to ask him to pay you the money he "owe",he can treat it as extortion and even bring you to court.If that day arrives,you'll be paying more than what you wanted him to.choose wisely.
well, i have to say that i am happy that i actually irritate your life.thought someone say something like, i am just wasting my breathe.guess after all, i am not! yay..
I think you should know clearly why you're happy just by irritating people's life,it's because you're born to be a irritant i suppose?don't wrong me,that's what you said.ofcause you're not wasting your breathe,you're just wasting your electricity bill on typing all this.if you're trying to tackle me back,save it.because i'm not wasting anything if i could help you wash your brain.
if you think that i will be furious that you said you will not return, lols,you are so wrong! this few words may lead your life into a disaster(:If you're not furious then please,scram. Take note girl,the words that you're typing now may lead you to a lawfully disaster too(:
btw..improve your english before saying others.besides your english are just mediocre.your english grades are lower than mine.nobody will be sooooo stupid to think that is you who wrote that.dont act as though as you are so good in english.if you think you are, why didnt you score an A for your english?
It's not about how good is your english,it's about how you used it.using your english on vulgarities is also a thumbs down.you like to insult people alot,guess your envy.but hey,guess what! envy is an insult to oneself.so yeah,ciao.
being nice to you doesnt bring anything.being bad to you might bring something.
aiyo,dou jiang might liao ma,but don't get your hopes too high ah.Continue being bad,you'll soon get sick and tired of it. DON'T EVER MESS WITH SOMEONE WHOM YOU DON'T KNOW WELL. 老虎不发挥你我是病猫? JUST YOU WAIT.
I loathe what i'm doing now,ranting about these kinda crappy people. My friend play sports,stinks.You play sports you don't stink meh ? My friend philipine, SO WHAT? At least they don't have head lice like what you think. If she have,then i'll be having headlice too. do i have it?NO.Why? Can't you be more friendlier?Ya,i know you like sexy hot girls and we're not that type but that doesn't mean that you have to be mean to us or her. I always,always,always loathe going down without people whom i can confide to.
I just got the urge to blog about this.. Baby,I like to sleep on your shoulder in the bus even though you're tired youself.I like to see you getting jello because i talked about other guys.I like to see you cry when i said something harsh.I like to see your smile when i did something dumb.I like to call you for nothing because you won't get irritated by me.I like to bite your tongue stud because i like to see you getting gripped by me.I like to stay at your house because you'll do everything for me.I like to cry on you because you won't talk but hug me tight.I like to sleep next to you because you always BBT me.I like everything about you because you're everything to me.
Yup yup,i'm back.
First of all, 9 more days to 3rd monthsary. Kewl! and.. 3 more days to renovate my new house! SO EGGCITED. * Giggle*
"This post below is going to be a nasty insult,but..whatev." I swear i fuckin dislike my maths teacher bias-ness.Like c'mon douchebag!It's not like if my maths is lousy that doesn't mean that i have to give up my calculator to someone who know how to do it better than me!and he is the one who didn't bring the calculator,aint me _l_! i swear he's an annoying loser who eat shit and a very inconsiderate dickhead. He's a disgrace to people whom is a shephard or cell leader. BIAS SHIT. IGIVEYOU THIS >> _l_ !
Common test was ugly. I'm gonna flunk my common test. ): But i know my english aint gonna fail.*self-assured*
TAGS REPLY: Longhui : Linked. (: Madeline: LOL. hahahaha, linked :D SORRY~ Eileen: First time in my life ._. ! I DUN LIKE IT ): Daphne: I've post (: , hahaha. Boyfiee: HELLO BOYFIEE, how's life?(:
Zomgomgomgomgomg. 15 More days to 3rd monthsary! 9 More days to renovate my new house! TODAY I'M GETTING MY SPECTACLE! KEWL! TAGS REPLY: Daphne: You're welcome (: Lena: Thanks dumb <3> Whitney: You're welcome, just remember "it's up to you to choose
whether you want your day to be positive or negative". <3
Kewl,I got my very own spectacle and a new phone.LIKE FINALLY.
Now all i'm waiting for is my new house.<3 TAGS REPLY: Daphne: Accepted(: , and kewl means coool. Hahaha. Kechyk: Really?come school then.
After reading through my cousin's blog,i realise that we've been living in luxury all the time.I always have a passion for helping out in a orphanage,but i didn't take a step to fufill what i want.everytime when small childrens pestering their parents for some macdonald's hamburger,kids in cambodia will be praying for some rice just to fill their growling stomach.Everytime teenagers pester to get a new phone just to go with the flow,teenagers in cambodia is happy enough just to get a soft toys to keep them happy.They don't need a cellphone to be happy.They're contented. After reading my post,don't you think we're all being too greedy?Earthquakes always happened in poor countries,they don't deserve it.If natural disaster were to happen in singapore,what would you think?
Yesterday
Went to Jocelyn jiejie house to get more red packets and celebrate my second brother's birthday.Happy 18th birthday dog!Around evening,met up with lisa and went to seesha.Joy came after a little while.Today,went to lisa house and ate her grandfather's cooking.sedap,kewl.Went and meet ling and his friends after eating.Had fun (: Tags reply: Dumb:Happy chinese new year too dumb:D!x3 Daphne:Yeh,i do have a facebook. just find maimaix33@hotmail.com . (:
Happy chinese new year & valentines day!
Chinese new year makes people go way happy & busy.And it's also a time for you to burn adults pocket by those red packets you recieved and gambling.I know gambling is bad,but hey!once in a year wouldn't kill yeh?And i stick to my 'always-$2' scheme.I made 20-25bucks from gambling today,i was on a winning strike.And you know what?The toto first prize was '1993' and the 4D was my birthdate but not in order.Every relative said i was lucky this year.(I got 1 barn-barn and 8-9 barnluck if i'm not wrong.)Kewl.
I didn't celebrate valentine's day today because of cny.And baby is busy with the 'chushi',saddd.anyway,photo's will be uploaded in facebook too.Bye readers,luvzxc.
Fun and tiring reunion dinner indeed.All the photo will be uploaded in facebook,and a video which my sister,my cousin and me tried to dance hoedown throwdown without any practices and it's totally cock up but it ended up super hilarious.
Tomorrow heading for my mother brother house,then my grandmother house.Hope it's gonna be as fun as today.i saw my grandfather today,damn he's figging skinny now,he used to be all fat and big.How i wish the report were wrong.
Tags reply: Sixian:Thanks babe:D!x3 Huimin:Thanks(: Daphne:Happy chinese new year too(:
I wanna dig a hole and wish that i'll end up in malibu. I wanna blast music in a room full of archie comics and lock myself in the room. Everything seemed so wonderful on the outside, but it's definitely not like this on the inside.
First of all, It may seems like friends are all around me. But in fact, there's only madeline and joy.Will other friends even care about me when i'm down in the dump or celebrate with me if there's any joyous event?i doubt so. And secondly, kechyk is being such a whore because she doesn't wanna help me tell her young malay friend to stop manipulating joy. Thirdly, i quarreled with my boyfriend just because of the phrase "i miss you". That's awesomely tragic. Awesome because it's the first time in my life i quarreled with him because of the three words,Tragic because i realise our relationship aint strong. Lastly, What the fuck is wrong with this world?
I don't wanna make my life miserable,so what i intended to do was.. be a friendless winner, tell kechyk of if she insist and stop contacting my boyfriend until i realise what the fuck is wrong with me. I somehow stop him from going visiting to her friend house on "chu er",he said he miss me and wanted to meet me up asap.And the only time we could meet is this tuesday,but he said he's going to his friend house and will meet me at 8.Like c'mon, by 9 i have to go home b'cause of school.HE said he miss me!so why meeting other people before it?omg.
I don't feel like blogging now. Tomorrow is reunion dinner,And i'm feeling sad and uneasy. I'm gonna face my grandfather.
Stupid confusion thingy in msn,wtf is wrong with it?A person which pm you which is not your friend but it's your friends email?wtf,wtf,wtf. School's fine and i gotta start doing homework now.And it's kinda dumb if you see that a gangster who don't study can get better grades than you.It makes me feel dumb.He can even throw away his chinese test paper just because he fail.and he can easily promote,and i tried so hard,advance.bullshit.
I know readers wanna know what i gave my boyfriend on the 2nd month anniversary.I gave him a video.Which i spent six hours on it when it's just 4minutes,i'm delighted to see him flashing a smile on his face from the start of the video to the end of it.Luvzxc!
Had been staying over at baby's house for 2 days,and i'm going back to the temporary home today,which my 2nd brother girlfriend called it a 'kampong house'.Yeah,it do seems like one.One whole flat with just one room and seven people cramped inside to sleep.kewl!And i've downloaded rydah ms,yipeeee!
My dad's insane,he somehow wanted me to stay at baby's house so as not to let my sister go out for church.but i went back home yesterday morning with baby to let my sister get a chance to go for cellgroup.she owe me favours.Alright,rydah ms is waiting for me now.Toodles!
Zeeweisia,
If you happened to see this post,read it! Don't be too depressed.You had my condolences,it's hard to see someone leaving you.And it takes time to heal,but don't forget she's always in your heart.so cheer up(:
In and out of the day In Mom,coke,hairbands. Out rashes,food,cable.
My thigh have rashes.I know,omg.Since yesterday night and this early morning,i've been doing something for my boyfriend.I'm not gonna say out what it is yet.(He'll come to my blog to find it out,i know!)So..i'm sorry readers!i'll tell you guys about what it is in the next post.
Nothing much today.Because i've been busy at home.And i hadn't eat since morning.Super hungry.Alright,time to facebook! Edited* why?why are you always breaking your promise?you said you'd be going home by 10 before 11.I happily said 'ok'.look at the time now,12.18.You're still at 418.and you're trying to retort everything that i'm typing in the message now.'i don't wanna make my parents disspointed','i wanna go poly','i promise i'll be going at 10 before 11'. and the actions are,you're playing soccer or basketball,slacking with friends.action speak louder than words.How am i freakin hell gonna trust you? You want me to trust you but you're not putting effort in making me trusting you!seriously.Ya,i get angry just because of this.Wanna know why?you always meet your friend up rather then wanting to meet me up,you always neglect me when you told me you won't neglect me anymore,you're so contridicting,you always say this and do another thing,you always care more about your friends,you said you don't want your parents to be disappointed. all of these is the reason why i get so fcuking angry just because of this.I'm trying hard to make you concentrate on studies,call you to wake up to go to school.JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU DUN WANNA DISAPPOINT YOUR PARENTS.if it weren't for you,i wouldn't even be forcing myself to go to school and study,if it weren'y for what your dad had said to me,i wouldn't even be going to school and tries to absorb everything that the teachers had said. bullshit.
I miss my grandpa.I feel so much like crying now.now i know not only am i sad,kim is sad too.finally i don't feel like a fool.God..
In and out of the day. IN boyfriend(as always),Mom,Baylis & Hardin(body lotion). OUT Dad's van,Bedbug's bite,Headache. School's fine,maths still sucks though.After school went to baby's house with joy,done my coursework alignment and played rydah ms till 5pm and went back home.I was actually thinking of relaxing myself infront of the computer but decided to go to compass point to find my family and cousins.My mom paid for the cab fare,so i went.but you know what?This stupid taxi driver cheat my mother's money and my trust.he drove one big round and brought me to compass point after a long 15-20 minutes.and you know why it happened?because i'm a noob in road direction.Damn shithole. Anyway,brought my books and stationery from popular.wanted to buy undergarment from metro.The bra is nice,but the price is much more 'nicer'.My mom promised me to buy me bag and clothes.I'll freaking kill her if she break her promise,laughs,joke.Aites,night people. Secondmonthsary.
In & out of the day:
In Mushroom soup,Boyfriend,philippines's game Out The boys in school,Bedbug,cockroaches.
Finally finished coursework,what a relief.But there's still some errand to be done to achieve better results.And you know what readers?Don't ever trust some malay guys,especially if they're your friend.They won't return favours when you need them to do a favour for you.It sucks.Because of that,i quarreled with my boyfriend as my mood was fucked up.But we make up after a little while.It's good to have a caring boyfriend. <3
Went to baby's house after school with joy.Slept through the hours while the both of em watched 'avatar'.I woke up by the time they watched 'vampires in vegas'.went down to 418 around evening and watched them play soccer and basketball.Obviously,people who were watching would get bored eventually.So joy and me started playing the philippine's game.(kinda forgot the name) baby sent me home around 10.It's really sweet of him because he had to travel back all the way from serangoon.so i hope my house in bedok would jolly well renovate faster,i don't want baby to tire out. Just sprayed insect repellent.Bedbugs everywhere in/around/at/on the bed.arghhhh.They pissed me off.the bugs are too much.Drain my buh-lood.OMG,i just realise bedbug looks like cockroaches!eeew,i don't dare to sleep now):
It's 4.05am now and i woke up.Not insomnia but thanks to the dirty-bed-which-can't-be-wash-right-now and itch my sensitive body to death.I wanna sleep but i can't. ): And i'm hungry,anyone up for erm..mushroom soup?
Shoulder's aching because of the heavyloaded schoolbag.damnzxc.Everything was fine except for maths,i don't understand a single bit.Baby fetched me from school today,smilezxc!There's nothing much to say now,apart from school,home,school.
I thought this year was suppose to be a happy & fortunate year.But something changed my mindset.It was something to do with grief and loss.Since young,he's been a great man.I'll miss him calling me 'sam pi pah',i'll miss him lecturing me when i do something wrong.I'll miss his stern face and always making me catching him smile.6 months..suddenly,it felt so soon.Suddenly,i felt like i didn't love him enough.I just hope god would extend his lifespan.I know people has to go,but this is too soon.i love him,although i don't show it out.Iloveyou grandpa.
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