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/ Thursday, January 28, 2010
@3:42 PM /
 Makeover style of scenekid-utter failure. I'll do another make over like this if i got the guts to cut my hair like'em.Kewl.Cross out the shirt and light makeups on that picture.i'm seriously gonna fail my 'N' level if i continue to idle around.even my boyfriend is studying now,it's hard to believe it.I hope someone could understand how hard mathematics is for me and willing to teach me in the most simplest way.*Finger twisted*. I know my blog is getting boring and dull,so i'm gonna let you guys have a sneak-peek of me going all crazy and bonker.I tried to make up like geysha.Okay,don't laugh.I was just bored.  I was bored.Here are some over-dued pictures,town with baby & lisa.    Don't get all jello people,toodles!
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/ Wednesday, January 27, 2010
@2:50 PM /
 I'm good at computer,only when playing some games.because of the bluetooth stuffs,it spoiled my mood a little.And i wanna take a puff now but my big brother still has not get his ass out of the house.what'ev.Have you guys ever wonder in your everyday life,how many times had you guys said , " if only.." and "lucky i didn't/never.."?It really make sense though.It's like.. If only i got the courage to call the police,the flasher won't run away scot-free. But it's too bad,i can't change time neither can i go back to the past. If only i didn't start smoking,i wouldn't have smoke now. Too bad still,i still smoke. and ofcause, lucky i never pon school with blahblah,he/she nearly kena caught by police! lucky i never sleep too late yesterday,if not i must run 10rounds around the field! doesn't all this things sounds familiar? well,in any case.I just don't want people to regret things and said ' if only '.i hope that this end of year,i would be saying " lucky i started to study hard!" rather than "if only i study hard."
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/ Sunday, January 24, 2010
@11:44 PM /
That's right,new year is coming.Baby & me wanted to acompany lisa to bugis to shop for her new year clothings.Ended up,we three went together to shop.Instead of acompanying.My dad was really in a happy mode i guessed,He gave me 100 when i thought he would only give me 50.God bless me.*smileszxc!* I don't usually go to crowded places(plus i hate shopping,it kills my leg.),When we reached our destination,i was like "O.M.G,how long are we gonna stay here?".People were rushing past me,i was blur-ed.Baby held my hand for most of the time until i finally adapt to the hectic busy streets in bugis.kewl,love him. After shopping,ate subway.we were cam-whoring when the cookies were stolen.It's weird and...weird.We felt something was wrong(yah,that's crazy).Anyway,the cookies were found nearby.kewl!A receptionist 'stole' it,super weirdo. PS!Photo will be uploaded soon.
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/ Thursday, January 21, 2010
@1:00 PM /
 New year is coming,and i wonder what's gonna be installed in my life.That also means that there'll be amber red ang bao's,hot heaty food,delicious looking steamboats,fun-loving cousin and loads more.The problem is...Valentine's day falls on the same date as chinese new year.I bet some couples will be cracking their brain on what to do yeah? Didn't attend school for two days.As usual,lazzzzziness.Gosh,when can i ever kick that off?suck that.Okay,i'm gonna start watching my movie and i'll audi.Come on nigel,trash me(: (he's gonna kill me if he sees this post,laughs!) Mr.boyfriend!iloveyou :x
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/ Monday, January 18, 2010
@5:54 PM /
 I didn't attend school again.Went home early in the morning from baby's house.Although he helped me to iron my clothes,pack my bag and boiled hot water for me to bathe, i still decided not to go to school.I know mild headache aint gonna be a perfect excuse but well..I did it again.I hope i can just concentrate on study.HOPE. I can't believe she like me!Morever,she's so daring!She confessed to me on the phone while my boyfriend was beside me.Somehow,my boyfriend didn't seems to care much.But just a moment ago,i told him something and he said like "nb,hong my gf.never die before!" LOL! Sometimes,i feel you're fading. Tell me if you're.
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/ Thursday, January 14, 2010
@3:39 PM /
School was fine.And i finally understand maths,only for that topic.straight after school i went home,upon reaching 22.I doubled confirm with my mom if i was taking the right bus.(just to make sure i won't end up at ang mo kio). Blame it on my luck,i met a flasher.(again) I was really on the verge of crying but i told myself to be strong.He wasn't doing anything to me at the moment,soon he started to look at me.(fuck) I know what he wanted,he wanted me to scream and get scared and he'll feel happy about it.I turned away,pretended that i've seen nothing.I should've asked for help from the bus driver,but i guess my cowardness of facing flasher just can't be strengthen up.(blame it on my past). As soon as i reach my stop,i fasten up my pace.GUESS WHAT,I OVERSHOT MY STOP AGAIN.Damn. Add salts to my wound for all i care. I
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/ Wednesday, January 13, 2010
@10:16 PM /
Didn't attend school today,slept at 1-2am because something happened(which wasn't good) and i just didn't have the mood to attend school.Suck this post too(: BABY is being so super sweet today(for today only:X),Although he's tired he still come to my house and fufil my wishes.Played basketball with my younger siblings,he's like their father.(LMAO)!love him to bits!<3333 TOMORROW I'M GOING TO SCHOOL.(lol,very surprising meh?-.-)
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/ Tuesday, January 12, 2010
@10:30 PM /
Thanks remy,diniy,serkit & madeline for cheerful me up. Help a little.Thanks.
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@12:13 PM /
 Breathe in and out,in and out.. Sometimes,i just couldn't take things in strike.It seems like everyone is turning their back against me.In school,i didn't talk.Seems like almost everyone noticed it.Friends walked pass me and took a glance at me,I refuse to return eye contact.(i don't know why either) They asked me question,i replied,with a one word answer. My dad 'confronted' me today.I knew he was venting his anger on me,although some of his sentence were true.He wanted to hit me,with a broomstick.Even though i'm afraid of his screaming and hurtful words,i'm not afraid of his beatings.should i say i'm brave or crazy?oh,whatever it is..I think everything's gonna be back to normal now.Everything includes,hearing his naggings everyday,asking me to do this & that.What can i expect when i'm such a pauper.Only if i'm born out with a silver spoon in my mouth. *ya,keep blabbling about this crap justina.Suck this post* Sometimes,i just wanna let go off everything. It's my sensitivity,insecurity & even over-reacting perhaps. I've been so over-reactive this few days & i don't know why, Is it because i love you more & more or maybe it's just me. Someday,i just hope you'll know how i really feel. Not by just asking me,but realizing it yourself. Why am i acting like a fcukin emo tryin to seek bloody attention? Why am i always being so sensitive? Why am i always so full of myself? Why am i always thinking people owe me favours? Why am i always thinking i should be the apple of your eye? Why am i always thinking i'm the prettiest girl you've ever seen/had? Why am i always forcing you to do things,WHICH IS SO ISN'T LIKE ME? Why am i always thinking about stuff like this! It irks me,it disgust me. What's happening to me?!my life!?my character!? I feel like i'm being obnoxious. I feel like crap. I feel like cryin because i just feel like it. I feel like slappin myself and say "get back into reality biatch.". I feel like i fell into a deep hole this time round. I feel like i'm fcukin ugly. I feel like slappin biatches. I feel like hatin somebody. I feel like havin no relationship/friendship or kinship in this world. I feel like askin god to stop every moment now and let me enjoy time alone. I'm getting adsurb.fuckin hell.
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/ Monday, January 11, 2010
@7:02 PM /
The reason why i decided to post is because..i found out something super hilarious and i want to share with everyone. My sister got a stalker!and it seems like the kid likes her alot.It's just so unbelievable.The first reaction when i saw the blog, i was laughing my ass out. Madeline claim that i'm heartless because she thought i would be angry as boys are stalking my sister. But it's seriously something that i shouldn't be angry about.Somehow, i feel sad for the little boy. The reason why i said i was heartless is not just because of this.There's many other things too. 1)My dad "sigh-ed",because i didn't return home for days & i heck care him. 2)My sister stalker stuff. 3)Friends whom i decided to lose contact with wanted to reconcile,but i heck care. I got my reason for doing all this crap.first of all,i'm not really sure if my father said it in a worry way or a harsh way.Second of all,My sister stalker stuff is really funny.Last but not least,they were not really a good company to hang out with.They'll be pulling my grades down to the pit,so what for? Other then this heartless stuff,nothing is gonna bring me down.Because i got a wonderful boyfriend,wonderful friends,wonderful freedom.
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/ Saturday, January 9, 2010
@4:10 PM /
 Sorry for changing bloglink again & again.I promise this time round,i'll stay with this. 2009 is a rather roller coaster ride for me.And now,2010.I phrophecise it's gonna be another roller coaster ride again.Be it with friends,family or boyfriend.School has not been going well,i realise that cliques of friends whom i've been hanging out with last years seemed to be avoiding/cold shouldering me.It's weird isn't it?Assuming one of my close friend is trying to be the black sheep among the herd again.Well,i don't really give a damn now.My conscience is clear and i got nothing to fear.It's not gonna ruin my days anymore.As a matter of fact,those days that i felt pissed and frustrated is because of me.I can choose not to be,and now i'm positive i feel nothing negative.It's my attitude that lead to me ruin my day,and now i got it all sorted out.Smilezxc! To the person whom i gave a second chance to:Look,this is it.This time round,imma gonna quit the game we're playing once and for all.You can take off your mask now,because i couldn't care less.spread rumours which aint true about me around,my conscience is clear.Thanks for the memories too.And please wake up,you're already mature enough to think about your future.Skip school for all you like,but don't influence your friend if you really care for 'em. Adios. To the person whom is a good friend of the person whom i gave a second chance to:You.I got not much to say either.I send you a message yesterday and you didn't even bother to reply,but it's alright.Thanks for the funny moments,adios. If i were the one who invaded you two's privacy/secrets,how would you feel?You'll feel uncomfortable.If i tell some of our friends about the secrets,how would you feel?You'll feel betrayed.Despite of what you guys had did to me,i forgive(but i'll never forget). You,agree to acompany me to bedok.But straight away after school,when she asked you who are you going with and you said her.I don't mind if you wanna follow her,but you didn't tell me before hand.Take me for granted?not anymore(: And you,wanted to meet me.and you said " if cannot meet near my area then i'm not coming out".You know my situation well,you know it.you still say this kinda things.cool. And again,if we're really good friends.You guys wouldn't have lied to each other almost everyday. Adios,strangers. I've been staying at baby house for 2 days.I hope that it was still holiday,so i could have stay longer.(I don't wanna see my parents).We're having steamboat later on,imma gonna eat my heart out!
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