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/ Saturday, January 9, 2010 @4:10 PM /



Sorry for changing bloglink again & again.I promise this time round,i'll stay with this. 2009 is a rather roller coaster ride for me.And now,2010.I phrophecise it's gonna be another roller coaster ride again.Be it with friends,family or boyfriend.School has not been going well,i realise that cliques of friends whom i've been hanging out with last years seemed to be avoiding/cold shouldering me.It's weird isn't it?Assuming one of my close friend is trying to be the black sheep among the herd again.Well,i don't really give a damn now.My conscience is clear and i got nothing to fear.It's not gonna ruin my days anymore.As a matter of fact,those days that i felt pissed and frustrated is because of me.I can choose not to be,and now i'm positive i feel nothing negative.It's my attitude that lead to me ruin my day,and now i got it all sorted out.Smilezxc!

To the person whom i gave a second chance to:Look,this is it.This time round,imma gonna quit the game we're playing once and for all.You can take off your mask now,because i couldn't care less.spread rumours which aint true about me around,my conscience is clear.Thanks for the memories too.And please wake up,you're already mature enough to think about your future.Skip school for all you like,but don't influence your friend if you really care for 'em. Adios.

To the person whom is a good friend of the person whom i gave a second chance to:You.I got not much to say either.I send you a message yesterday and you didn't even bother to reply,but it's alright.Thanks for the funny moments,adios.

If i were the one who invaded you two's privacy/secrets,how would you feel?You'll feel uncomfortable.If i tell some of our friends about the secrets,how would you feel?You'll feel betrayed.Despite of what you guys had did to me,i forgive(but i'll never forget).
You,agree to acompany me to bedok.But straight away after school,when she asked you who are you going with and you said her.I don't mind if you wanna follow her,but you didn't tell me before hand.Take me for granted?not anymore(:
And you,wanted to meet me.and you said " if cannot meet near my area then i'm not coming out".You know my situation well,you know it.you still say this kinda things.cool.
And again,if we're really good friends.You guys wouldn't have lied to each other almost everyday.
Adios,strangers.

I've been staying at baby house for 2 days.I hope that it was still holiday,so i could have stay longer.(I don't wanna see my parents).We're having steamboat later on,imma gonna eat my heart out!
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