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/ Wednesday, November 17, 2010
@11:34 PM /
I'm blue today.I feel so freaking wretched today. Why can't he just understand what a girl wants/feel?You always ask me to think about how you feel and how your mother would react if you stay over my house on weekdays,how about me?I'm a girl and I didn't sleep at my own home for 3 days,how does that make my parents feel?You want to respect your mother..then I don't have to?Not everything is just about you.Your mother will threaten to throw my clothes out of your house if you stay at my house,did my parents do that?Do you know how I felt when I saw that message?I felt so fucking pissed. I wanted to tell you "If your mother want to throw,just throw.Don't have to message and inform." And you know what?I'VE CURFEW AT YOUR HOUSE,NOT MINE! what a pathetic joke.When I can't sleep,all I can do is just TOSS AND TURN AROUND because you're sleeping like a dead log! I can't walk,I can't talk,I CAN'T EVEN USE THE LAPTOP BECAUSE YOUR MOM WILL COMPLAIN IT'S BRIGHT AND NOISY!! truth to be told,I dread going to your house when your mother is at home.There's no other ways to say this,but I'm still gonna say no matter how awful it sounds. You're just like a mommy boy. You told me so with ease that you are willing to stay over for tonight.When I asked you if you want to go off with liszel and alif,you hesitate.And finally,you told me "morning I come over okay?".Haha,no need.next time,if you're unwilling,tell me so.I don't want to be treated like your ex-girlfriend.when you don't wish to stay over at her place,you still do because she'd be angry.I'LL BE MORE FUCKING ANGRY IF YOU LIE TO ME.
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