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/ Friday, November 26, 2010 @7:48 PM /

What the fuck. Seriously,what the fuck. My sister took my clothes,pants,belt and sweater without permission, I asked her to put them into the washing machine to wash in case I got no clothes to wear if I wanna go out. And guess what, She said NO.She said, "God say sister must share everything.". Wtf? When I was scolding her, she ignored me and prayed?! OMG. Obsessive holy cow! However, I lost my control and started hitting her.

I don't admit I'm in the wrong for hitting her. But she's the freaking one who made me fucking pissed. When I was talking some sense in her, She freaking hell started praying to god!? She freaking hell told me everything also must share because god say so?! And saying what "god give blah blah blah sands"?! Or whatever?! Whatever!

I seriously can't take it anymore. She's being very obsessive over god like how people fall for satan. Seriously,One more time..I make sure I'll become a satan to debate with you at home. Trust me,if I fall for satan,I will never stop.
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/ @2:56 AM /

Bought coffee to the vet yesterday and omg it's like freaking expensive!Thanks to cecania we're able to relieve our burdened hearts!Right baby? And thanks for the blessings too! :D

Had been playing counterstrike for days! And while playing,Joy, baby and me logged in to MSN and started to conference even though joy is just infront of me and baby was just seating at the desktop chair infront of me.And as usual,joy started her craps again.HAHA! Super funny, but I guess others won't find it funny because it's kinda like a inside joke.

Anyway, I'm going to sleep now! Shall blog soon DD.
Goodnight.<3
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/ Sunday, November 21, 2010 @10:56 PM /

Happy 13th Birthday once again!

Time flies,my sister is already 13 years old!How I wish I could be 13 again,best teenage years..Anyway.her birthday surprise was plan by her cell group,been long since I've met up with you guys.But thankfully you guys  are still heartwarming humans,heehee!
I personally like this picture alot(Although I wear until very I chuckchuck).Because beside me is both my best friend and sister.And those around us are good people,angels!Oh ya..talking about it,where is prico and purdee?

Been doing nothing lately,like taitai.Not fun at all!I don't want to be a taitai anymore!(If baby see this I'm sure he'll be very happy,HAHA!) But seriously,I'm lacking fun & entertainment! How I hope I've a chinese orchestra band.Freaking miss the past when I was in primary playing with the band,freaking shiok!

Alright,I'm going to watch my show (K-On!)! Blog soon.

Before I log off,this is for you:
                                              I know you're gonna have a hard time ahead J,but press on.Life still goes on.I really hope that you'd stop hurting yourself physically or mentally alright?Nobody wishes to see you being like this.I always say "this is just parts & parcels of life",but I know I'm just trying to make myself or others feel better.Cry out babe.I'm gonna be here for you.Alright?Chillax!<3 He may not be a good guy and you know how much I hate him. But still, I hope that you guys could patch up if that reallyyyyy makes you happy. Jiayou! <3

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Anonymous: I love your dog!
Replied: Awww,if he knows it he'll be happy! Thank you on his behalf! :D


Anonymous: Your boyfriend blog so 'quiet'. HAHA.:/
Replied: I know,right? He don't usually blog even though I've help him edit D:


Anonymous: Oi,your sister must call nicely la tweet. MIA SIA YOU.
Replied: LOL! Since when I MIA?


Anonymous: Do you think your sister need to learn how to peel skin too?:D
Replied: HAHA! Damn right. I think so too! *Shake hand*






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/ @12:14 AM /






ok this is me joy ah chok :) hee im now blogging here because everybody is giving attention to all the dogs :(
but its ok lol:)
nothing much just posting this dedicated justina lol i hope youll have a great laugh of this pic.
me miss those laughter in school^^tc

signing off>joyahchok
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/ Saturday, November 20, 2010 @11:55 PM /


i love you <3

JOY IS SO AWSOME i miss her irritatingness and jokes.
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/ Thursday, November 18, 2010 @1:57 AM /

 

I can’t sleep.And there is nothing left for me to do since you’ve helped me with the chores.Don’t think I’m done with you.You lied to me.And I know very well what’s going to happen later on in the morning.I’m not going to stay pissed but I will never forget.

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Coffee’s doing great.I hope I understand him more though.

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/ Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @11:34 PM /

I'm blue today.I feel so freaking wretched today.

Why can't he just understand what a girl wants/feel?You always ask me to think about how you feel and how your mother would react if you stay over my house on weekdays,how about me?I'm a girl and I didn't sleep at my own home for 3 days,how does that make my parents feel?You want to respect your mother..then I don't have to?Not everything is just about you.Your mother will threaten to throw my clothes out of your house if you stay at my house,did my parents do that?Do you know how I felt when I saw that message?I felt so fucking pissed. I wanted to tell you "If your mother want to throw,just throw.Don't have to message and inform." 

And you know what?I'VE CURFEW AT YOUR HOUSE,NOT MINE! what a pathetic joke.When I can't sleep,all I can do is just TOSS AND TURN AROUND because you're sleeping like a dead log! I can't walk,I can't talk,I CAN'T EVEN USE THE LAPTOP BECAUSE YOUR MOM WILL COMPLAIN IT'S BRIGHT AND NOISY!! truth to be told,I dread going to your house when your mother is at home.There's no other ways to say this,but I'm still gonna say no matter how awful it sounds. You're just like a mommy boy.

You told me so with ease that you are willing to stay over for tonight.When I asked you if you want to go off with liszel and alif,you hesitate.And finally,you told me "morning I come over okay?".Haha,no need.next time,if you're unwilling,tell me so.I don't want to be treated like your ex-girlfriend.when you don't wish to stay over at her place,you still do because she'd be angry.I'LL BE MORE FUCKING ANGRY IF YOU LIE TO ME.
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/ Sunday, November 14, 2010 @4:48 PM /

Tebbie's owner can't bear to rehome him so we went on a search and voila! We found coffee!He's very cute,although he's not used to have us around yet. It takes time,and I've it. :D

Brought him a new collar and it's nice on him.Yay,feel so happy now,hehehehehehehe.

Alright, I'm logging off now.
Bye readers. c:
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/ Saturday, November 13, 2010 @1:22 AM /

This is how tebbie looks like,but much cuter! This is taken from google anyway,haha.

Tebbie will be rehome to me in 2 weeks time because the owner still can't bear to let tebbie go.I would feel the same if I were them.But it's alright, they're welcome to my house to visit tebbie if they want to!

Tomorrow,baby and me is going to visit some pet shop to shop for tebbie's stuff as tomorrow's training is cancelled.

alright,short post for today.baby is beside me and i'm gonna sleep real soon!
Nights everyone<3

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Anonymous: Do you think madeline needs to take care of her brother and kana scolding? LOL ROFL.
Replied: I know who you are, my god damn sister. -.-

Lansi Weihan: I love you baby<3 L.weihan was here!
Replied: I love you too baby. <3 (: 

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/ Sunday, November 7, 2010 @9:06 PM /

Hello readers! I'm back home from steamboat! And now my cuzzies are at my house for dinner. And they're outrageously cute! They are playing hide-&-seek with baby and joy, and joy hid inside my sis wardrobe and guess what, the screw came loose and she topple down,haha! She's fixing it now,so if yj you're reading this,no worries.haha! And my cutest baby hid in the toilet.The main purpose wasn't really hiding, she was bathing! And my cute cuzzie geraldine gave up,haha!

Anyway, my big brother is going in to camp tomorrow.I wanna go but I doubt I can wake up. Bon voyage, I'll miss you....not.HAHA!

Oh!And look at my title, it says "Injections?NO!". I'm supposed to go to a clinic to get an injection to prevent illness when I go overseas(I think). I'm scared of it because when I was injecting my P6 injection,my arm cramped like fuuuuuuccckk. Ouch.

Hadn't been doing anything now..Wanna look at my pet society pet? She's uber cute and her name is Estel. Heh.

And look at the lovely house I've made for her!
Pinkish?I Loike!
& oh! I brought her lot's of delicious looking cake but I can't bear to let her eat it because it look soooo nice and pretty!

Haha,random much but it's fun to talk about things like that. Somehow?

Alright, I wanna join in their game now! 
Night readers.

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/ Saturday, November 6, 2010 @2:47 PM /

Wow,I slept for 13 hours!Oh,how i hate sleeping so much.Anyway,I'm going off to basketball practice very soon.And stupid xj can't make it because of her personal stuff,argh.And we had plans!Me and baby,we're gonna have steamboat since our anniversary is the same date as basketball practice.Yay!

Alright,I shall prepare now if not I'll be late.
Bye people!

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Anonymous: Until now you don't know who i am!LOL.Stupid:D GO SHANGHAI BUY THINGS FOR ME!
Replied: I don't play guessing games madeline/joalina.Whoever you are,haha.

Anonymous: heyyy just came across your bloggg, are you lesbian? your partner looks gay lol. :P stay gorgeous aite x
Replied: Lesbian is someone who is just interested in girls. But I'm interested in butch and guys, I'm a bisexual. And my boyfriend is a butch,you're right. Thanks for the compliment. (:
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/ Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @6:56 PM /

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Anonymous:When coming tampines to find mervyn and me!?
Replied: Haha,you're either kelson or weisen. Hmm,I'm not sure,maybe let's go for a poolside party again at mervyn house?

Anonymous:Give me a kiss too!:D:D LOLOLOL!!
Replied: If you're a girl-friend of mine,I would. But if you're not,then I'm sorry!

Anonymous: A-Z,what's your favourite alphabet?
Replied: It would definitely be "J" because it's my name's initial!(:
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/ @5:02 PM /

Hello readers!
Back to home after fetching my baby brother.Today's weather is like damn humid.I kept complaining to baby like nobody's business.And my stupid baby brother kept leaning on me in the bus!Like extra hot,argh.


Anyway,My anniversary is drawing nearer and nearer.Excited because we're going to marina barrage to fly kite!It's like making my dreams come true!Talking about dreams..I had the worst nightmare in 2010!I dreamt that a guy wanted to rape me and I screamed "HELP!MOLEST!RAPE!" and afterwards,I woke up with tears.It probably just triggered my past.Luckily,baby was there and hugged me.sweet


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And about "Freak", I kind of stop writing down my thoughts about him because his girlfriend,smiles,asked me to stop writing because she doesn't want freak to be unhappy.I've given my words I'll try to stop and now I did it.Poor smiles. Freak even accused me making them quarrel,like wth.If freak isn't that sensitive and stop dragging down smiles over or dispute,he wouldn't have quarreled with her because this is not even smiles problem.This problem is between me and freak.And if freak were to stop himself back then,then there weren't be anything like this happening.Whatever it is,freak is stupid. Full stop.

Alright,Logging off now.Watching movies at baby's house,yay!

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Meiling:What happened!?
Replied: Just look at my post and you'll know what happened.(:

Anonymous: If I go out,father will scream at me! And lil brother is alone at home:/
Replied: Why would he scream at you?
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/ Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @5:00 PM /

everything happens for a reason..
And the reason why freak did this kind of cruel stuff is because he's abusive? Or can you  name any others out?

Anyway,A friend name "S" commented on my status regarding freak. She told me not to write about this thing anymore in case anything bad happen. I would like to say, Thank you for your concern.And I'm sorry to say I won't stop writing down my thoughts and feelings.
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This is what Freak posted on his wall.

And what I said was:
And the best thing about it was,someone from his side,once,agreed with what I've said. And won't support him just because he's their friend.

*Typing has been changed to protect identification.

And yes,I agree with what this righteous sender had said. Differentiate what's right & what's wrong. Don't cover up for your friends mistake just because they are your friends.

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Shall blog later, toodles <3
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/ @3:53 AM /


In case people don't understand what my title was trying to tell you, here's a summary.
  • A person name freak was my friend.He had a girlfriend name smiles.
  • They came to my birthday party.
  • Freak was drunk and was taking out on smiles.
  • While we were talking, freak got agitated and started to whack smiles!
  • Smiles didn't retaliate because she's numb or so I thought.
  • Smiles became over emotional and broke a bottle into half and ask freak to kill her instead.
  • Freak didn't do it, but continue punching her face, pulling her hair & dragging her around like a piece of rag.
  • Freak injured smiles index finger.
  • Finally, freak dragged her to the beach and started her "drunk drama".
  • Suddenly, smile screamed.
  • Freak scarred her face.
  • Police arrived.
  • Smiles landed in the hospital.
  • Had a pretty deep cut on her index finger, stitching had to be done twice.
  • A 4cm cut scarred her face, forever.
  • Freak wasn't remorseful.  
  • All the witness were freaaaaking pissed.
That's just how the story unfolds.There's more to it.
Oh,what? You wanna know what I posted on my facebook wall?
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Sure!
*Freak was talking about the incident which happened at DTE.
The reason why Freak caps the "NOT ONLY INTO PRISON" is because, I posted on my wall saying "Hope that he will be kept in prison". Don't ask me why I didn't print screen my post.Because I couldn't find it!

Anyway, after what freak said, I post on my wall again.
& after what I've said..
Vulgarities,vulgarities.. Anyway, so I wrote this:


& That's kinda like the end of it because he didn't reply.

Oh! And for those who even liked his status:
Wake your damn mind up. So you like him to slash his girlfriend? Psychopathic!
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It's 4.06 am now! I'm blogging and baby's watching his favourite show. I'm flying to shang hai on 12th or 14th. I'm gonna miss baby D: 

Alright, I'm going off to sleep soon. Goodnight readers, sweet dreams. <3

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/ Monday, November 1, 2010 @3:52 PM /


Hi peeps, I'm blogging now because I'm free & bored! Currently waiting for baby to come over my house. Anyway, I've decided to go shanghai with my granny and aunt and maybe my beloved cousin,kimberly! It's gonna be hell loads of entertainment if she's coming but she most probably can't come because of some stuff. Really do hope she'll be able to join me and kill my boredom! Going for a week, and that means I can't see/feel/touch my baby for a week! I'm so gonna miss him, D:! He better not be unfaithful to me, wahaha!

Anyway, we didn't watch "child's eyes" when we got there, it's full. So we decided to watch "Last Exorcism" instead. I'd rate it 7/10 though. It's is documentary but it's not true. I mean, if you were to make a documentary, make it true. And it's so funny how the guy said it was a documentary but said to a woman they're making a movie. Bloopers? I don't know.

And I took some photos with baby, here's some of my favourites!
Chio right!I'm the photographer!

Oh ya! And today yesterday I came across this woman's facebook again. Well, I'd call her devil since I hate saying out her name. This devil once scarred a person's face. Morever, It's her partners. She tossed her around like a toy infront of me and some friends. We tried to stop but to no avail, she landed her partner into a hospital. like this wasn't enough, she did so a few times previously. What a bitch! And now, there's a recent murder case at Downtown East and she wrote on her wall hoping that those murderer would be brought to justice. What a hypocrite! She said they should be sentenced to death! SHE SHOULD BE THE ONE TOO. I've never seen someone so cruel, such a devil! She made her partner disfigured and she didn't dare to go to the hospital when her partner was warded. Because she's afraid of police,afraid to go to jail. SAME KIND AS THE MURDERER. I hate you, a fiend. Tsk!

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 Anonymous: Your bf have a fucked up face, did a truck smash him up?
 Hello anonymous. I may not know who you are but it's very wrong to insult a person like this. who knows maybe you don't look that great either? Don't judge a book by it's cover. You may say he looked fucked up but to me, he's have the cutest face I've ever seen & I love it. And nope, a truck didn't smash him up. (:


Meiling:hey relink me. iamannoyingso.blogspot.com(: n meiling here.
Hello babe, relinked. (:


Anonymous: Hello:D Enjoy your night out while i'm home doing nothing!:/
Hello,haha. I will enjoy my night. Go out and have some fun too.(:
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