Baby,It's gonna be 9th monthsary. Time flies huh? After all the quarrels, fighting & reassurance, we're still together as one. Thanks for tolerating with my nonsense baby. You know, I'm not the girl you know anymore. But yet, you still love me for who I am. I would've told you how much I love you or how much you mean to me but i just couldn't find any word to describe. You're just important to me. Very important. Thanks for a truck load of things like patting me to sleep before you leave, sending me to my doorstep without fail, buying Macdonald for me early in the morning, saying that three magic word,apologising to me even though you know clearly it's my fault. Thank you baby. Even though I can even throw tantrums at you in the middle of the night, you would wake up and get pissed,calmed then kiss me. I love you baby. SO MUCH.
@6.03pm
Suddenly,I got this rush in my heart to blog things out. my face is flushing hot the moment I listen to the song "我不想忘记你". so much had happened before & even after me and you are together. Remember I use to cry when I listen to the song "知道"?Well,I still do.Not because of how you dumped me the previous time but because I really can't believe we're together.
I remember worrying for you when you're in camp and you sprained yourself. I remember you complaining to me that "that girl" got fed up because you don't wanna sleep with her.For that moment, I knew your heart was with me. I remembered crying for you in the toilet for hours when you told me directly in the phone you had no feelings for me anymore. I remembered choking on my tears,crouching in one corner thinking it wasn't true. I remembered crying on my way in the cab towards my ex-boyfriend house where edwyn & friends were at. I remembered looking out of the cab window,crying while not trying to make a sound,it was raining cats and dogs. I remembered using a box of tissue for drying up my tears,Friends tried to cheer me up by cooking my favorite noodle for me. I remembered, I still cried even when they cooked for me my favorite noodle. I remembered you getting drunk,and phebe called and rushed me to come down DTE immediately. I remembered crying when I arrived,and when I looked up, I saw you.The smell of your liquor still remain. I remembered everything. Every little things.
Although I've lost much fluids by crying, I don't mind. Because it's for you. Because I never want to forget you, even if I had to remember the painful memories. Because I know I will miss you, because I love you.
I won't forget you cried for me too. You cried because I was with another guy when you're with her. You cried when I wanted to leave you. You cried when I hurt you. I won't forget, those tears you cried for me.
I love you Lansi weihan.
Name: Justina Estella
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Baby,It's gonna be 9th monthsary. Time flies huh? After all the quarrels, fighting & reassurance, we're still together as one. Thanks for tolerating with my nonsense baby. You know, I'm not the girl you know anymore. But yet, you still love me for who I am. I would've told you how much I love you or how much you mean to me but i just couldn't find any word to describe. You're just important to me. Very important. Thanks for a truck load of things like patting me to sleep before you leave, sending me to my doorstep without fail, buying Macdonald for me early in the morning, saying that three magic word,apologising to me even though you know clearly it's my fault. Thank you baby. Even though I can even throw tantrums at you in the middle of the night, you would wake up and get pissed,calmed then kiss me. I love you baby. SO MUCH.
@6.03pm
Suddenly,I got this rush in my heart to blog things out. my face is flushing hot the moment I listen to the song "我不想忘记你". so much had happened before & even after me and you are together. Remember I use to cry when I listen to the song "知道"?Well,I still do.Not because of how you dumped me the previous time but because I really can't believe we're together.
I remember worrying for you when you're in camp and you sprained yourself. I remember you complaining to me that "that girl" got fed up because you don't wanna sleep with her.For that moment, I knew your heart was with me. I remembered crying for you in the toilet for hours when you told me directly in the phone you had no feelings for me anymore. I remembered choking on my tears,crouching in one corner thinking it wasn't true. I remembered crying on my way in the cab towards my ex-boyfriend house where edwyn & friends were at. I remembered looking out of the cab window,crying while not trying to make a sound,it was raining cats and dogs. I remembered using a box of tissue for drying up my tears,Friends tried to cheer me up by cooking my favorite noodle for me. I remembered, I still cried even when they cooked for me my favorite noodle. I remembered you getting drunk,and phebe called and rushed me to come down DTE immediately. I remembered crying when I arrived,and when I looked up, I saw you.The smell of your liquor still remain. I remembered everything. Every little things.
Although I've lost much fluids by crying, I don't mind. Because it's for you. Because I never want to forget you, even if I had to remember the painful memories. Because I know I will miss you, because I love you.
I won't forget you cried for me too. You cried because I was with another guy when you're with her. You cried when I wanted to leave you. You cried when I hurt you. I won't forget, those tears you cried for me.
I love you Lansi weihan.
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