TAGS REPLIED Madeline:LOL!! wah, like that also can. HAHA! xD
Replied: Yeah,hahahaha! (:: Hello guess who I'm(; Hello,no idea,lols.
Wondering what's gonna happen after two more months?
- N level.(And i'm so over springfield after that!)
- My 8th month with Lansi Weihan.
- Malaysia trip again,WOOOH.
- Don't have to wake up early every single weekdays!!
Weisia told me that N level's a piece of cake,Hope so.*Pray ultra hard* And baby, jiayou for your O levels,remember the person you wanna defeat is you yourself,not others.Because competing with others might bring you down.So,buck up hunneh!
And something's wrong with blogger.I can't download my pictures,damn it.I will upload it as soon as I can so that my blog won't look plain.
TOODDLES.
Went to malaysia with joy & baby.And i came up with a theory.Girls,had the money to shop & they shop whatever they wanted.Guys,had the money to shop but they buy only what they need.Butch?Had the money but indecisive!
Why would i say that?Because..I went to malaysia with two butch and they bought merely 3 items with 200 Ringgits!whereas me,I bought numerals stuff.When it's time to go home,my back was aching.AND YES,I STILL HATE SHOPPING.
Alright,I'm really getting uber tired.Gonna hit my sack now,school starts tomorrow.Boohoo.):
You're not only a promise breaker,you're a heart breaker too. Fuck off,I don't wanna see you anymore.
School holiday is almost over,counting down to 4 days.I really had no idea how to wake up next monday.Buy 10 alarm clocks?Or maybe even better,20.
Today,I did something which make baby touched to tears.*It's an inside story so,too bad.*
Alright,I'm heading back to facebook again.Toodles!
Madeline:You pig ah? you never even relink me la. zzz please kindly check properly.:D
Replied: LOL,I thought I did. Sorry laaaa~ so mad for whaaaat?No more nihon mura for you!
Psb:Ish dhat person on top a gurl?? It l00k lyke one, sorrie if iit offenence uue but ii was just askin.
Replied: Yes,the person in the picture is a girl.And nope,you're not offending me.
After such a long time, I'm like finally blogging.
Been having family problem the past week but now,everything's fine.I miss my baby though I've been staying at his house for two weeks.and finally got my pay.But i had no clue about what i should buy and everything! When it comes to shopping(which i hate),I just can't find a single thing. When it comes to food,I'm effing delighted to buy if the price is reasonable. As for Kbox,I don't mind spending on it,LOL.I know that's effin weird but well..That's just me.
And I'd like to thanks my cousin,alexis & kim for dealing with my blogskins. Thank you!
And also, A big thank you to joce jiejie.*Psst!I didn't get a chance to hit you*.*you know what i meant*!
Lastly,I won't be using formspring for the moment.So,this shall be the last Mail! I was the one who said "baby anything".I wasn't pretending to be your boyfriend.=.=who do you think i am then?you say you know?
Hi the-one-who-said-baby-anything,I know you weren't pretending to be my boyfriend.You're just tryna fit it.I think you're some kinda loathesome people who doesn't have things to do on your own.And nooope,i don't know who the effin hell are you.(: Hey banana!LOL,how can you not know who i am?
Let me guess again..Madeline? Baby,i will bring you go escape theme park.No worries.(:
I'm not worrying hun,i know you would.<3
I wanna go escape theme park.
I wanna go malaysia.
I wanna curl my hair.
Okay,I know I'm random but.. I like.
HUN! <3 Relink me (: Karen here Yeah,i would.Provided you give me your link?(:
I've been staying at boyfriend house for a week and i've been working with julia & jun yong lately.I wanna curl my hair but some say it wouldn't look really nice because my hair is still short.So..I'm still wondering.But i do wanna get my hair dyed.
Mail Time #3
You remember me? lasttime pcs basketball team de.But one year younger.
I would've know you if you tell me your name.(:
Hello~Justina~Can i have your fb?
Sure you can,JustinaEstella's Facebook
.
How did your dad find out about you being bisexual?
Like i said,I can't hide forever.I could've hide a little longer if my relative aint gossip queens.
Hey BA-NA-NA! Where do you wanna go?
Hmm,I would like to go somewhere far from singapore.
BABY, HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY. I LOVE YOU <3
Happy 6th Monthsary,I love You too. <3
ILOVEYOU BABY!
I love you too hun.
HEY YO BOO! do you know who i am? :D How's life? catch up soon yeah. SOME CLUES: BANANA~ say it with me, BA-NA-NA~ xD
Madeline?Calad?You two are the only person i can recall calling me banana.Haha,Life's been kinda mean nowadays but i'm still alive and kicking.Don't cha worry.And yeah,Ketchup soon.(:
How much did you earn from nuffnang?
I'm not really sure,sorry.
BANANA~I'm back!Whassup! :D
Nothing's up,Welcome back anyway.(:
Anything baby~! Anything!
First of all,you're not my boyfriend because he don't type like this.So try harder,i know who you are!(:
I have loads to rant about.And now finally,I got the time to do it.
Yesterday I brokedown,it's not a major one though.Reason?My dad and mom tagged team to shout at me because they assume i didn't inform them I'm staying over which i did.So..he's being freaking unreasonable and disrespectful towards me and my friends.
First of all, when my phone died on me or engaged it'll be diverted to baby's phone.And my dad said it's all craps because he don't believe it.Well,what can i say for that?He could ask anybody who's studying what is diverted calls.Secondly,Joy's house don't have a house phone!And he claimed that i lied to him!I mean come'on!If i were to lie,would i be stupid enough to actually say that she doesn't have a house phone!?Believe it or not,it's up to you seriously.And so..my dad gone bonkers and said he would smash me tomorrow at my workplace.Truthfully,I would never call back if joce cuzzie & baby didn't persuade me to.
The most hurting words he said was this..
Me: Didn't you realise that whenever you guys call,it would only be scolding and yelling and naggings?
Father:*quiet*
Me:Think about it please.
Father:Why must i think?
Me: YOU ALWAYS ASK US TO THINK ABOUT WHAT WE'VE DONE,SO NOW I MERELY ASKING YOU TO THINK ABOUT THIS MATTER AND YOU TOLD ME WHY MUST YOU THINK!?
I mean,which parents would sacarstic with your own children?Yeh,obviously.Mine.
Now, I just wanna load all this shit into this blog so that it'll lessen my stress.
You always tell us to reflect on what we've done,what we've done wrong and everything..And now,I'm merely asking you to think about how many times have you called me just to scream at me.I am a human too dad,I am your daughter but I aint your scolding bag.You always shout at the top of your lungs when you're in a foul mood when you reached home.You can even shout when you saw towels laying unattended.We may have forgotten to keep it,but you don't have to yell at us.Do you think we wanna put it there on purpose to let you scream at us?NO.We're just being forgetful.And please stop saying that we're lousy because we can't remember.EVERYONE MAKE MISTAKES,so why aint there a second chance?Another thing,you told us to respect people.frankly,sooner or later i can't even respect my own relative because none of you are being fair.You guys always think that we're all in the wrong,you guys are right because you guys have much more experience.YEH,EXPERIENCE?I've been molested before,I've been flashed before,I've been drunk before,I've smoke before,I've been cheated before,I've been through lots more.so isn't that experience?HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN MOLESTED BEFORE?HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN TREATED LIKE HOW YOU GUYS TREATED US BEFORE?If you did,tell me how you felt.Pissed?Agitated?Annoyed?Angry?Hurt?Depressed?If you felt any of those, then why do the same thing to us and make us feel the same way like you felt when you know it can kills somebodies soul.It's logic dad! You always asked us to reflect on what we've done wrong,then can you reflect on what you've done wrong?Is scolding a way? We scold you,we are rude. You scold us, then what is it?Teaching? If teaching meant scolding to you, i would rather find a pastor as my dad & a mute woman to be my mother. Yes,i may be crude for saying all these but this are my freakin thoughts and facts.I'm only being factual and if you wanna beat me because of it..then i have nothing to say anymore since violence is a way for you to solve things.But before everything, i just wanna tell you, just kill me because it can solve EVERYTHING. I don't have to be stress about you knowing i'm a freaking bisexual. anyway,WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT IT? It's freaking 20th century not the 18th. If i had money, i would've mirgrate to other country and marry a butch. If you can't accept me for who i am, then what for? I don't need your jeering and scoldings. I told you, if you think being with a girl is wrong, then YOU ARE WRONG. Because i'm gonna be freaking richer than those rich bastards out there and living better live than i can imagine. So just wait and see. Force me no more or i'll die.I swear.
Can I have yr hp no?
Not if you tell me who you are.(:
How would you describe your personality?
I'm cheerful and straightforward,i'm pretty stubborn too.I'm open minded towards friends whom i trust and I'm crude if i'm pissed.So yeh,that's about it.
What do you think was the greatest invention in your lifetime?
I don't think i've invent something great before.I only came up with great ideas,that's all.
What's your favorite movie quote?
"If it's yours it's yours,if it isn't then don't bother waiting."
Would you rather be really hot or really cold?
I would rather be really cold because I got my boyfriend with me whom will give me warmth.
Do you consider yourself a good dancer?
I don't consider myself to be a good dancer because first of all, I'm really skinny and I don't learn dance. Second of all, I really suck at memorising dance steps. And last but not l'm not really intesrested in dancing(maybe i would if i'm in mood.).
What's the longest you've ever gone without a bath or shower?
Just a day.That's the maximum day i can go without a bath or shower.
Hello, this is regarding the 12 years one... I have known you for 12 years. But you have know me since im in my mothers stomach! Dont tell me this is not obvious enough.. If you cant guess, you're a dweeb. Dont know whats a dweeb? go watch ben 10:) I can guess now since you already told me who are you WHEN I GoT HOME. Yeh,dweeb calling who honey?
I love the camera cake! Can you have a tagboard?
I know!I love it too!:D I would love to have a tagboard but if i place a tagboard..then i won't have people questioning me on Formspring anymore.So i decided not to have one.(:
Hi, i love you (:
Hello, I love you too. I know you well baby.
Ask me anything peepers.
Name: Justina Estella
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TAGS REPLIED Madeline:LOL!! wah, like that also can. HAHA! xD
Replied: Yeah,hahahaha! (:: Hello guess who I'm(; Hello,no idea,lols.
Wondering what's gonna happen after two more months?
- N level.(And i'm so over springfield after that!)
- My 8th month with Lansi Weihan.
- Malaysia trip again,WOOOH.
- Don't have to wake up early every single weekdays!!
Weisia told me that N level's a piece of cake,Hope so.*Pray ultra hard* And baby, jiayou for your O levels,remember the person you wanna defeat is you yourself,not others.Because competing with others might bring you down.So,buck up hunneh!
And something's wrong with blogger.I can't download my pictures,damn it.I will upload it as soon as I can so that my blog won't look plain.
TOODDLES.
Went to malaysia with joy & baby.And i came up with a theory.Girls,had the money to shop & they shop whatever they wanted.Guys,had the money to shop but they buy only what they need.Butch?Had the money but indecisive!
Why would i say that?Because..I went to malaysia with two butch and they bought merely 3 items with 200 Ringgits!whereas me,I bought numerals stuff.When it's time to go home,my back was aching.AND YES,I STILL HATE SHOPPING.
Alright,I'm really getting uber tired.Gonna hit my sack now,school starts tomorrow.Boohoo.):
You're not only a promise breaker,you're a heart breaker too. Fuck off,I don't wanna see you anymore.
School holiday is almost over,counting down to 4 days.I really had no idea how to wake up next monday.Buy 10 alarm clocks?Or maybe even better,20.
Today,I did something which make baby touched to tears.*It's an inside story so,too bad.*
Alright,I'm heading back to facebook again.Toodles!
Madeline:You pig ah? you never even relink me la. zzz please kindly check properly.:D
Replied: LOL,I thought I did. Sorry laaaa~ so mad for whaaaat?No more nihon mura for you!
Psb:Ish dhat person on top a gurl?? It l00k lyke one, sorrie if iit offenence uue but ii was just askin.
Replied: Yes,the person in the picture is a girl.And nope,you're not offending me.
After such a long time, I'm like finally blogging.
Been having family problem the past week but now,everything's fine.I miss my baby though I've been staying at his house for two weeks.and finally got my pay.But i had no clue about what i should buy and everything! When it comes to shopping(which i hate),I just can't find a single thing. When it comes to food,I'm effing delighted to buy if the price is reasonable. As for Kbox,I don't mind spending on it,LOL.I know that's effin weird but well..That's just me.
And I'd like to thanks my cousin,alexis & kim for dealing with my blogskins. Thank you!
And also, A big thank you to joce jiejie.*Psst!I didn't get a chance to hit you*.*you know what i meant*!
Lastly,I won't be using formspring for the moment.So,this shall be the last Mail! I was the one who said "baby anything".I wasn't pretending to be your boyfriend.=.=who do you think i am then?you say you know?
Hi the-one-who-said-baby-anything,I know you weren't pretending to be my boyfriend.You're just tryna fit it.I think you're some kinda loathesome people who doesn't have things to do on your own.And nooope,i don't know who the effin hell are you.(: Hey banana!LOL,how can you not know who i am?
Let me guess again..Madeline? Baby,i will bring you go escape theme park.No worries.(:
I'm not worrying hun,i know you would.<3
I wanna go escape theme park.
I wanna go malaysia.
I wanna curl my hair.
Okay,I know I'm random but.. I like.
HUN! <3 Relink me (: Karen here Yeah,i would.Provided you give me your link?(:
I've been staying at boyfriend house for a week and i've been working with julia & jun yong lately.I wanna curl my hair but some say it wouldn't look really nice because my hair is still short.So..I'm still wondering.But i do wanna get my hair dyed.
Mail Time #3
You remember me? lasttime pcs basketball team de.But one year younger.
I would've know you if you tell me your name.(:
Hello~Justina~Can i have your fb?
Sure you can,JustinaEstella's Facebook
.
How did your dad find out about you being bisexual?
Like i said,I can't hide forever.I could've hide a little longer if my relative aint gossip queens.
Hey BA-NA-NA! Where do you wanna go?
Hmm,I would like to go somewhere far from singapore.
BABY, HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY. I LOVE YOU <3
Happy 6th Monthsary,I love You too. <3
ILOVEYOU BABY!
I love you too hun.
HEY YO BOO! do you know who i am? :D How's life? catch up soon yeah. SOME CLUES: BANANA~ say it with me, BA-NA-NA~ xD
Madeline?Calad?You two are the only person i can recall calling me banana.Haha,Life's been kinda mean nowadays but i'm still alive and kicking.Don't cha worry.And yeah,Ketchup soon.(:
How much did you earn from nuffnang?
I'm not really sure,sorry.
BANANA~I'm back!Whassup! :D
Nothing's up,Welcome back anyway.(:
Anything baby~! Anything!
First of all,you're not my boyfriend because he don't type like this.So try harder,i know who you are!(:
I have loads to rant about.And now finally,I got the time to do it.
Yesterday I brokedown,it's not a major one though.Reason?My dad and mom tagged team to shout at me because they assume i didn't inform them I'm staying over which i did.So..he's being freaking unreasonable and disrespectful towards me and my friends.
First of all, when my phone died on me or engaged it'll be diverted to baby's phone.And my dad said it's all craps because he don't believe it.Well,what can i say for that?He could ask anybody who's studying what is diverted calls.Secondly,Joy's house don't have a house phone!And he claimed that i lied to him!I mean come'on!If i were to lie,would i be stupid enough to actually say that she doesn't have a house phone!?Believe it or not,it's up to you seriously.And so..my dad gone bonkers and said he would smash me tomorrow at my workplace.Truthfully,I would never call back if joce cuzzie & baby didn't persuade me to.
The most hurting words he said was this..
Me: Didn't you realise that whenever you guys call,it would only be scolding and yelling and naggings?
Father:*quiet*
Me:Think about it please.
Father:Why must i think?
Me: YOU ALWAYS ASK US TO THINK ABOUT WHAT WE'VE DONE,SO NOW I MERELY ASKING YOU TO THINK ABOUT THIS MATTER AND YOU TOLD ME WHY MUST YOU THINK!?
I mean,which parents would sacarstic with your own children?Yeh,obviously.Mine.
Now, I just wanna load all this shit into this blog so that it'll lessen my stress.
You always tell us to reflect on what we've done,what we've done wrong and everything..And now,I'm merely asking you to think about how many times have you called me just to scream at me.I am a human too dad,I am your daughter but I aint your scolding bag.You always shout at the top of your lungs when you're in a foul mood when you reached home.You can even shout when you saw towels laying unattended.We may have forgotten to keep it,but you don't have to yell at us.Do you think we wanna put it there on purpose to let you scream at us?NO.We're just being forgetful.And please stop saying that we're lousy because we can't remember.EVERYONE MAKE MISTAKES,so why aint there a second chance?Another thing,you told us to respect people.frankly,sooner or later i can't even respect my own relative because none of you are being fair.You guys always think that we're all in the wrong,you guys are right because you guys have much more experience.YEH,EXPERIENCE?I've been molested before,I've been flashed before,I've been drunk before,I've smoke before,I've been cheated before,I've been through lots more.so isn't that experience?HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN MOLESTED BEFORE?HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN TREATED LIKE HOW YOU GUYS TREATED US BEFORE?If you did,tell me how you felt.Pissed?Agitated?Annoyed?Angry?Hurt?Depressed?If you felt any of those, then why do the same thing to us and make us feel the same way like you felt when you know it can kills somebodies soul.It's logic dad! You always asked us to reflect on what we've done wrong,then can you reflect on what you've done wrong?Is scolding a way? We scold you,we are rude. You scold us, then what is it?Teaching? If teaching meant scolding to you, i would rather find a pastor as my dad & a mute woman to be my mother. Yes,i may be crude for saying all these but this are my freakin thoughts and facts.I'm only being factual and if you wanna beat me because of it..then i have nothing to say anymore since violence is a way for you to solve things.But before everything, i just wanna tell you, just kill me because it can solve EVERYTHING. I don't have to be stress about you knowing i'm a freaking bisexual. anyway,WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT IT? It's freaking 20th century not the 18th. If i had money, i would've mirgrate to other country and marry a butch. If you can't accept me for who i am, then what for? I don't need your jeering and scoldings. I told you, if you think being with a girl is wrong, then YOU ARE WRONG. Because i'm gonna be freaking richer than those rich bastards out there and living better live than i can imagine. So just wait and see. Force me no more or i'll die.I swear.
Can I have yr hp no?
Not if you tell me who you are.(:
How would you describe your personality?
I'm cheerful and straightforward,i'm pretty stubborn too.I'm open minded towards friends whom i trust and I'm crude if i'm pissed.So yeh,that's about it.
What do you think was the greatest invention in your lifetime?
I don't think i've invent something great before.I only came up with great ideas,that's all.
What's your favorite movie quote?
"If it's yours it's yours,if it isn't then don't bother waiting."
Would you rather be really hot or really cold?
I would rather be really cold because I got my boyfriend with me whom will give me warmth.
Do you consider yourself a good dancer?
I don't consider myself to be a good dancer because first of all, I'm really skinny and I don't learn dance. Second of all, I really suck at memorising dance steps. And last but not l'm not really intesrested in dancing(maybe i would if i'm in mood.).
What's the longest you've ever gone without a bath or shower?
Just a day.That's the maximum day i can go without a bath or shower.
Hello, this is regarding the 12 years one... I have known you for 12 years. But you have know me since im in my mothers stomach! Dont tell me this is not obvious enough.. If you cant guess, you're a dweeb. Dont know whats a dweeb? go watch ben 10:) I can guess now since you already told me who are you WHEN I GoT HOME. Yeh,dweeb calling who honey?
I love the camera cake! Can you have a tagboard?
I know!I love it too!:D I would love to have a tagboard but if i place a tagboard..then i won't have people questioning me on Formspring anymore.So i decided not to have one.(:
Hi, i love you (:
Hello, I love you too. I know you well baby.
Ask me anything peepers.
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