God he looked so frail..so fragile. His body used to be tanned and strong.Now, he lay in bed motionlessly.So thin and pale. He looked at me with those eyes that were trying to say " Hi my beloved grandaughter." I held my tears back, it's too embarrassing to cry infront of my parents. I promised my boyfriend i won't cry. All grandaddy wanted to do was to seat up and eat his porridge..but all he can do was just moaning out "wait wait" or groan in pain..his bones is hurting, his heart is failing & even his memories are fading..He kept jerking & jerking..something was wrong.My aunt cried & cried, I wanted to but i can't.I helped him massage to relieve his pain,He held my hand and squeeze. I don't know if he's in pain or he's trying to tell me,"This may be the last time you're holding my hand.Be a goodgirl and make your parents proud."Ambulance came,He close his eyes, open..& close, open & close.He's tired.A nurse point at my father,and ask, "uncle!do you recognise him?" My grandaddy said, "that's my brother."I can't take it anymore..He can't remember his son,does he remember me?Is he going to leave the world without remembering who are we?I prayed & i prayed..But nothing happened.God didn't want to answer my prayers.Grandaddy,stay strong please.I still wanna be in a occasion where you'll be seating there talking to adults,without you,it's going to be very different..
Name: Justina Estella
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God he looked so frail..so fragile. His body used to be tanned and strong.Now, he lay in bed motionlessly.So thin and pale. He looked at me with those eyes that were trying to say " Hi my beloved grandaughter." I held my tears back, it's too embarrassing to cry infront of my parents. I promised my boyfriend i won't cry. All grandaddy wanted to do was to seat up and eat his porridge..but all he can do was just moaning out "wait wait" or groan in pain..his bones is hurting, his heart is failing & even his memories are fading..He kept jerking & jerking..something was wrong.My aunt cried & cried, I wanted to but i can't.I helped him massage to relieve his pain,He held my hand and squeeze. I don't know if he's in pain or he's trying to tell me,"This may be the last time you're holding my hand.Be a goodgirl and make your parents proud."Ambulance came,He close his eyes, open..& close, open & close.He's tired.A nurse point at my father,and ask, "uncle!do you recognise him?" My grandaddy said, "that's my brother."I can't take it anymore..He can't remember his son,does he remember me?Is he going to leave the world without remembering who are we?I prayed & i prayed..But nothing happened.God didn't want to answer my prayers.Grandaddy,stay strong please.I still wanna be in a occasion where you'll be seating there talking to adults,without you,it's going to be very different..
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