Title says it all. Gonna watch "Child Eye" with baby today, yay! Been long since we last went out together to watch a movie. He's having O level and had been studying like hell,finally saturday, his mine! hehehe. Anyway, the reason why I'm blogging now is because I'm bored. Ya,same old reason. Haha. Hadn't been meeting friends up recently. For example, joy. She's working now and doesn't have the time to meet up. Meet up soon kay? (:
Oh yaaaa, I just joined a basketball team and I think it's gonna work out well. Yayweee, wanna start training asap. It's been long since I've a real match with other girls. But it's really funny how we get so angry when we're having a match, like instant enemies, haha!
Recently, I posted pictures of my avatar in my Facebook of "It Girl", and julia said "haha!justina play dress up!". I find it funny too because, no matter how people say I've grown up, something still remain the same. And I bet some girls do play dress up games.. Like me! I do play dress up games, only when I'm bored. And to what extend? Lookie this!
Cute much?(:
Alright, I've blog enough. Blog again when I'm free/bored. Bye peoples.
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Anonymous: You are seriously wasted on your bf
Replied: Hello anonymous, I may not know who you are or what are you trying to say. But personally, I think that he's kinda of a great guy. Nobody's perfect, and I feel like he's good enough to me. Although sometimes we may quarrel, but it's just normal isn't it?(:
Anonymous: Break up with him!!!!!
Replied: Hello anonymous(again), I don't see why I should break up with him when I love him and vice versa. But if you're asking me to break up with him because you think I'm suffering, then thanks for you concern, really. It's great to know a friend caring for me. But he's not always such a jerk. At times we all may be a jerk, sometimes or somehow in a way or another. So.. yeh. (:
How long can we last?
I want it to be forever. But my sensitivity is getting in the way. day after day, I've became more and more sensitive, I can't even forgive myself. His friend's girlfriend merely said "ALL THE BEST!" for his exam, I could get myself so fucked up I started to get him fucked up too. I was wondering, why would she say that when she never even speak to him once? Seriously, I got no freaking idea but I already told myself I'm not gonna care from today onwards. That jessica too.
I don't wanna know and I don't want to care. Call it self denial, but it's the best. I don't want to be so fucked up like his ex. Never.
After N level, there's really nothing much to do.I wanted to work, but nobody is there to help me take care of my baby brother. Life's a bitch huh, I could've work my ass off and earn money to shop and eat!
Anyone wanna go to the movies with me and zhilin on 28th or 30th october? Let's watch "The Last Exorcism." :D
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Lisa:you cb, got suzie name. don't have alif and my name. you are! That's it!
Lis! Don't be so agitated laaaa, there's so many people you expect me to remember every name? And maybe I did write your name, but while doing it, accidentally deleted. I remember you in my mind can already la:D
Anonymous: Justina very pretty. :P
Aww, Thanks. You must be pretty too :D
Firstly, I would like to thank all these people,
LansiWeihan(Baby) Joy(Buddy) Madeline(BFF) Joalina(Lil Sissy) Joycelyn Jiejie(Cousin) Alexis(Cousin) WenYuan(Korkor)
Adonia,Aisha.S,Alfred,Amalina,Amos,Ahyang,Ahpui,Alvina,Amira.M,Aaron,Apple,Aydaa,Alvin,Alton,Adam,Ariel,Alex,Amanda,Alicia,Ahyul,Angeline,Angelin,Azan,Amanda.L,Alexander,Azzizat,Azan,Armound BooWee,Beverly.Chufei,Charmaine,Caleb,Cheryl,ChengEe,Cheryl.L,Cuixia,Celestine,Christopher,
Dion,Dylon,David,Desmond,Daphne,Dominique,Dion.L,Derrick.C. Eileen,Eunice,Elizabeth,Edward,Edmund,Elaine,Edwin,Eric. Faizura,Fifi,Felicia. GuanYong,GoMi,Germaine,Genevieve. Hadi,HuiHui,Hong.B,HoShen,Hazrina,Hafeez,HuiSi Ila,Icha,Ivan, Joyce,Joanne,Jonathan,Justun,Joshua.H,Justin,JunHan,Yi,JieKai,Jeffery,Jason,Jane,Joseph,Julius,Julia. KerHong,Keith,Katherine,Kenneth,Kenneth.C,Kumiko,Kenric,Kelly,Karen,Kader,KeeWee,Kelson,Kenneth.T,KunJie,Ken,Kevin. Lena,Ling,LiWei, Min,Marcus,Maverick,MeiFang,Michelle.T,Minnie,Milstein,Mr.Wallace,MiaoiQi,Michelle, Nigel.M,Nite. Philene,PhoShen,Phedra,Purdee, QiYing,QingXian,QiXuan Rebecca,Rauf,Rina,Ryan,Rachel,Raymon Shanice,Suzie,Sixian,Shona,Shervelle,Stephanie.L,Shawn,Syikin,Soul,Slyvia,ShiHui,Sherann,Sokkan,Shafiq.K,Seri,ShiJie,ShuYee,SiQi,SaBri, TianEn,Tiffany.B,Taufiq,TeckKong,Tani,Taufiq.G,TatYi. Umira,Valerie,Victor,Vanessa.Y,Vanessa.T,Valerie. Wilson,Weizhen,Weisen,Xinxue,Xinjie,Weimin, Yui,YuKai,YuPei,YeeMing,YongWu,YuQing,YingJie,YangZhou,Yvonne. Zesh,Zira,Zili,ZhongHao,ZhengWei,Zenri.
Thank you once again!(:
& now, a piece of my mind. Something happened yesterday night, & no one wanted that to happened. But it just did. I can't believe what I saw, you're such a monster. When I known you, you weren't like this, okay..maybe not that worse. But now? WORST. You've made me felt disgusted & angry. No,not only me..EVERYONE who was there. I will never contact you anymore, you're not a friend anymore. My parents were right, this kind of friend will only lead me to trouble. I shouldn't be so naive anymore. If you wanna buy glue,buy it yourself, don't drag me down with you. If you wanna use getting drunk as an excuse, go ahead, I won't stop you anymore because someone will stop you. I hope you know what you're doing. She's a freaking girl, you're a girl too. Do you like it if someone treat you like this too? Your attitude sucks, because you only care about yourself and not your girl feeling. You're being hated by us. You ruined my day, MY SPECIAL DAY. Think about it please. If this happen next time, I will not hesitate to go to the police and I would definitely wish you'd learn your lesson. If you wanna beat me because of this, fine with me. Because I know I'd never said or did anything wrong. What I say now is my thoughts, my feeling. I SAW EVERYTHING THAT NIGHT, MY FREAKING NAKED EYE. She loved you too much, that's why she's blinded. & you?Do you even cherish? fuck yourself. You won't learn,you never will. You're mental sick in the mind, a physopath! A monster in a human skin, freak! Buzz off from my life from YESTERDAY onwards. Bye.
If i were blue, would you be there for me? & whisper in my ear that's okay. Would you stand by me? Let me hold you tight, & say you love me one more time. If I feel good, would you slow dance with me? & touch my lips with tender loving care. Would you die for me? Put your arms with me, And never look back.
Would you be there to love,to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you will also be the one? To take my breathe away?
Would you be there?
Hello readers,
I've been really lazy to blog thus it led to my blog being dead D:
But I decided to blog because I'm bored.let's talk about photoshop.
I actually realised that photoshop is so freaking plastic yet awesome.some people use photoshoot to make themselves look damn pretty or sexy but yet they look so ... in real life. Wicked.
For example: If they are fat, they can transform into ultra skinny with just a mouse!
Otherwise, they can make people look so old and shag. Personally, I don't use photoshop. Reason being, I don't know how to use it.LOL. Okay.. even if i know how to, I would not make myself look so plastic. But if I know how to photoshop, I would do a awesome background and others but not my face or booooobs.
Alright, I think I type enough. My boyfriend is just beside me doing nothing but playing my tie because he wants to watch show with me and I'm neglecting him.haha. Ciaos readers :D
I'm super duper happy today! Because, my 2nd brother brought a puppy back and it's freaking cute!! I can't believe it, After all the time I've been "begging" my dad for a puppy, It finally paid off because he finally let us raise a pet. But the sad thing is, I'm not really rexy's owner. but who cares! As long as I love him & he loves me!
Anyway, this is rexy! :
Isn't it the most adorable puppy you've ever seen? He's gonna grow up big & strong.
XOXO.
Anyway, My birthday falls on 16th October & I'm pretty excited about the upcoming party I'm having. I know it may not sound excited for you because you'll think "come on, it's just 17. What's the big deal?" But for me, I wanna make my birthday celebration a memorable one. You may say it's just 17 but you don't stay 17 forever and you might not know whether it's gonna be your last one. So, cherish everything and live life to the fullest is what I'm doing.
I love you too baby <3 :D
I don't go around calling people sweet,(:. And thanks for the compliment :D
Alright, this is gonna be a draggy post ever.
I came across this "Hate survey" and I realized I had too much to write. So I decided to rant it here instead. They ask me who I hate and I told them her. Well, I can't use name because she might sue me): anyway.. I don't really hate her. I just dislike how much a loser she is after all the things she've done.
She's older than me. Maybe I should just call her "old hag".Pretty nice name. Alright, this old hag was being such a loser because she wanna commit suicide just because of something trivial. To think she even know what "juvenile" means.wtf. I mean.. She should've just jump off the building when she said that.Isn't it much contridicting? What a whore. Not only that, she claimed she's prettier than me. Alright, she's not ugly but she's not pretty either. Although she looks nice when she's using her fake eyelashes and make ups. I bet she won't go out without make up. Because, I've seen her photo in her cousin facebook and it sucks.Well,she must've hated natural.Can't be help, her dad looked like a dork. Heard her dad was being such a jerk for having a much younger woman as a fling. Maybe the old hag will get someone much older as a boyfriend.Like maybe her dad's age?LOL. She's just such a whining bitch when she can't buy her ex in friends for sale. Snatching from her ex friends everytime. It's just a game and she get sooo uptight.tsk. She's a one A whore with a serious severe attitudinal problem.
WOW, feel so much better.Yay!
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Title says it all. Gonna watch "Child Eye" with baby today, yay! Been long since we last went out together to watch a movie. He's having O level and had been studying like hell,finally saturday, his mine! hehehe. Anyway, the reason why I'm blogging now is because I'm bored. Ya,same old reason. Haha. Hadn't been meeting friends up recently. For example, joy. She's working now and doesn't have the time to meet up. Meet up soon kay? (:
Oh yaaaa, I just joined a basketball team and I think it's gonna work out well. Yayweee, wanna start training asap. It's been long since I've a real match with other girls. But it's really funny how we get so angry when we're having a match, like instant enemies, haha!
Recently, I posted pictures of my avatar in my Facebook of "It Girl", and julia said "haha!justina play dress up!". I find it funny too because, no matter how people say I've grown up, something still remain the same. And I bet some girls do play dress up games.. Like me! I do play dress up games, only when I'm bored. And to what extend? Lookie this!
Cute much?(:
Alright, I've blog enough. Blog again when I'm free/bored. Bye peoples.
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Anonymous: You are seriously wasted on your bf
Replied: Hello anonymous, I may not know who you are or what are you trying to say. But personally, I think that he's kinda of a great guy. Nobody's perfect, and I feel like he's good enough to me. Although sometimes we may quarrel, but it's just normal isn't it?(:
Anonymous: Break up with him!!!!!
Replied: Hello anonymous(again), I don't see why I should break up with him when I love him and vice versa. But if you're asking me to break up with him because you think I'm suffering, then thanks for you concern, really. It's great to know a friend caring for me. But he's not always such a jerk. At times we all may be a jerk, sometimes or somehow in a way or another. So.. yeh. (:
How long can we last?
I want it to be forever. But my sensitivity is getting in the way. day after day, I've became more and more sensitive, I can't even forgive myself. His friend's girlfriend merely said "ALL THE BEST!" for his exam, I could get myself so fucked up I started to get him fucked up too. I was wondering, why would she say that when she never even speak to him once? Seriously, I got no freaking idea but I already told myself I'm not gonna care from today onwards. That jessica too.
I don't wanna know and I don't want to care. Call it self denial, but it's the best. I don't want to be so fucked up like his ex. Never.
After N level, there's really nothing much to do.I wanted to work, but nobody is there to help me take care of my baby brother. Life's a bitch huh, I could've work my ass off and earn money to shop and eat!
Anyone wanna go to the movies with me and zhilin on 28th or 30th october? Let's watch "The Last Exorcism." :D
Formspring
Lisa:you cb, got suzie name. don't have alif and my name. you are! That's it!
Lis! Don't be so agitated laaaa, there's so many people you expect me to remember every name? And maybe I did write your name, but while doing it, accidentally deleted. I remember you in my mind can already la:D
Anonymous: Justina very pretty. :P
Aww, Thanks. You must be pretty too :D
Firstly, I would like to thank all these people,
LansiWeihan(Baby) Joy(Buddy) Madeline(BFF) Joalina(Lil Sissy) Joycelyn Jiejie(Cousin) Alexis(Cousin) WenYuan(Korkor)
Adonia,Aisha.S,Alfred,Amalina,Amos,Ahyang,Ahpui,Alvina,Amira.M,Aaron,Apple,Aydaa,Alvin,Alton,Adam,Ariel,Alex,Amanda,Alicia,Ahyul,Angeline,Angelin,Azan,Amanda.L,Alexander,Azzizat,Azan,Armound BooWee,Beverly.Chufei,Charmaine,Caleb,Cheryl,ChengEe,Cheryl.L,Cuixia,Celestine,Christopher,
Dion,Dylon,David,Desmond,Daphne,Dominique,Dion.L,Derrick.C. Eileen,Eunice,Elizabeth,Edward,Edmund,Elaine,Edwin,Eric. Faizura,Fifi,Felicia. GuanYong,GoMi,Germaine,Genevieve. Hadi,HuiHui,Hong.B,HoShen,Hazrina,Hafeez,HuiSi Ila,Icha,Ivan, Joyce,Joanne,Jonathan,Justun,Joshua.H,Justin,JunHan,Yi,JieKai,Jeffery,Jason,Jane,Joseph,Julius,Julia. KerHong,Keith,Katherine,Kenneth,Kenneth.C,Kumiko,Kenric,Kelly,Karen,Kader,KeeWee,Kelson,Kenneth.T,KunJie,Ken,Kevin. Lena,Ling,LiWei, Min,Marcus,Maverick,MeiFang,Michelle.T,Minnie,Milstein,Mr.Wallace,MiaoiQi,Michelle, Nigel.M,Nite. Philene,PhoShen,Phedra,Purdee, QiYing,QingXian,QiXuan Rebecca,Rauf,Rina,Ryan,Rachel,Raymon Shanice,Suzie,Sixian,Shona,Shervelle,Stephanie.L,Shawn,Syikin,Soul,Slyvia,ShiHui,Sherann,Sokkan,Shafiq.K,Seri,ShiJie,ShuYee,SiQi,SaBri, TianEn,Tiffany.B,Taufiq,TeckKong,Tani,Taufiq.G,TatYi. Umira,Valerie,Victor,Vanessa.Y,Vanessa.T,Valerie. Wilson,Weizhen,Weisen,Xinxue,Xinjie,Weimin, Yui,YuKai,YuPei,YeeMing,YongWu,YuQing,YingJie,YangZhou,Yvonne. Zesh,Zira,Zili,ZhongHao,ZhengWei,Zenri.
Thank you once again!(:
& now, a piece of my mind. Something happened yesterday night, & no one wanted that to happened. But it just did. I can't believe what I saw, you're such a monster. When I known you, you weren't like this, okay..maybe not that worse. But now? WORST. You've made me felt disgusted & angry. No,not only me..EVERYONE who was there. I will never contact you anymore, you're not a friend anymore. My parents were right, this kind of friend will only lead me to trouble. I shouldn't be so naive anymore. If you wanna buy glue,buy it yourself, don't drag me down with you. If you wanna use getting drunk as an excuse, go ahead, I won't stop you anymore because someone will stop you. I hope you know what you're doing. She's a freaking girl, you're a girl too. Do you like it if someone treat you like this too? Your attitude sucks, because you only care about yourself and not your girl feeling. You're being hated by us. You ruined my day, MY SPECIAL DAY. Think about it please. If this happen next time, I will not hesitate to go to the police and I would definitely wish you'd learn your lesson. If you wanna beat me because of this, fine with me. Because I know I'd never said or did anything wrong. What I say now is my thoughts, my feeling. I SAW EVERYTHING THAT NIGHT, MY FREAKING NAKED EYE. She loved you too much, that's why she's blinded. & you?Do you even cherish? fuck yourself. You won't learn,you never will. You're mental sick in the mind, a physopath! A monster in a human skin, freak! Buzz off from my life from YESTERDAY onwards. Bye.
If i were blue, would you be there for me? & whisper in my ear that's okay. Would you stand by me? Let me hold you tight, & say you love me one more time. If I feel good, would you slow dance with me? & touch my lips with tender loving care. Would you die for me? Put your arms with me, And never look back.
Would you be there to love,to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you will also be the one? To take my breathe away?
Would you be there?
Hello readers,
I've been really lazy to blog thus it led to my blog being dead D:
But I decided to blog because I'm bored.let's talk about photoshop.
I actually realised that photoshop is so freaking plastic yet awesome.some people use photoshoot to make themselves look damn pretty or sexy but yet they look so ... in real life. Wicked.
For example: If they are fat, they can transform into ultra skinny with just a mouse!
Otherwise, they can make people look so old and shag. Personally, I don't use photoshop. Reason being, I don't know how to use it.LOL. Okay.. even if i know how to, I would not make myself look so plastic. But if I know how to photoshop, I would do a awesome background and others but not my face or booooobs.
Alright, I think I type enough. My boyfriend is just beside me doing nothing but playing my tie because he wants to watch show with me and I'm neglecting him.haha. Ciaos readers :D
I'm super duper happy today! Because, my 2nd brother brought a puppy back and it's freaking cute!! I can't believe it, After all the time I've been "begging" my dad for a puppy, It finally paid off because he finally let us raise a pet. But the sad thing is, I'm not really rexy's owner. but who cares! As long as I love him & he loves me!
Anyway, this is rexy! :
Isn't it the most adorable puppy you've ever seen? He's gonna grow up big & strong.
XOXO.
Anyway, My birthday falls on 16th October & I'm pretty excited about the upcoming party I'm having. I know it may not sound excited for you because you'll think "come on, it's just 17. What's the big deal?" But for me, I wanna make my birthday celebration a memorable one. You may say it's just 17 but you don't stay 17 forever and you might not know whether it's gonna be your last one. So, cherish everything and live life to the fullest is what I'm doing.
I love you too baby <3 :D
I don't go around calling people sweet,(:. And thanks for the compliment :D
Alright, this is gonna be a draggy post ever.
I came across this "Hate survey" and I realized I had too much to write. So I decided to rant it here instead. They ask me who I hate and I told them her. Well, I can't use name because she might sue me): anyway.. I don't really hate her. I just dislike how much a loser she is after all the things she've done.
She's older than me. Maybe I should just call her "old hag".Pretty nice name. Alright, this old hag was being such a loser because she wanna commit suicide just because of something trivial. To think she even know what "juvenile" means.wtf. I mean.. She should've just jump off the building when she said that.Isn't it much contridicting? What a whore. Not only that, she claimed she's prettier than me. Alright, she's not ugly but she's not pretty either. Although she looks nice when she's using her fake eyelashes and make ups. I bet she won't go out without make up. Because, I've seen her photo in her cousin facebook and it sucks.Well,she must've hated natural.Can't be help, her dad looked like a dork. Heard her dad was being such a jerk for having a much younger woman as a fling. Maybe the old hag will get someone much older as a boyfriend.Like maybe her dad's age?LOL. She's just such a whining bitch when she can't buy her ex in friends for sale. Snatching from her ex friends everytime. It's just a game and she get sooo uptight.tsk. She's a one A whore with a serious severe attitudinal problem.
WOW, feel so much better.Yay!
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